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I could fall down, embrace and kiss this ground that would support this fragile frame, or I could stand and remain.
When I've lost the strength and self pride it takes to stand I have to use the remaining: will and faith.
I could sleep for days, spare myself missing your face.
But I've found such a consuming love that has captivated me in my limited humanity and enabled me to love without ceasing. A freedom that is infectiouse, I can't hold in.
I just got so tired of pretending like I knew what I was doing, like I had the power to handle all of this on my own. Maybe I'm just done accepting only that which I can see with my eyes is all there is there for me.
When I've lost the strength and self pride it takes to stand I have to use the remaining: will and faith.
I could sleep for days, spare myself missing your face.
But I've found such a consuming love that has captivated me in my limited humanity and enabled me to love without ceasing. A freedom that is infectiouse, I can't hold in.
I just got so tired of pretending like I knew what I was doing, like I had the power to handle all of this on my own. Maybe I'm just done accepting only that which I can see with my eyes is all there is there for me.