Mar 30, 2004 22:59
I try not to sound like I am whining...
It was a humbling experience, standing in front out there, facing all the experts, scrutinised for not being able to answer questions during the Q and A session, felt like a total idiot...
Self-esteem all lost, preparations all gone down the drain, wonder how I am going to face the people in school again...if only my relationships with my peers were better...
Luckily still have a bunch of friends who will stand by me despite my downfall, they are the only refuge that I could seek at this moment of ordeal...
Time please pass quickly, let everyone forget about this incident, let me start afresh again...