Let's catch up, shall we?
Yeah, its been a while, I know.
Well last we heard, I fucked up, and decided in order to fix the aforementioned problem, I need to leave distractions, start again back home. Which is what I did. Mostly.
Started with construction again...gots to make that money. Even if it is in the ridiculous heat, outside, doing manual labor. But hey, I just thought of it as punishing myself for being stupid. Because well, I didn't like doing construction anymore. The wonder of looking at a completed house that I helped build...yeah that flew out the damn window...its hot, I don't like it. Well, I had planned on stopping construction the end of July. Well my body told me that I need to end sooner. Essentially I got an overuse injury, 3 main nerves in each hand got compressed and irritated, and felt like they were on fire whenever I would grip something...not fun. I quit about a month earlier than intended. I am not a physical therapy patient. having a difficult job finding any jobs at PT clinics that aren't 25 or so miles away. But my hands are almost back to normal, almost have complete strength back. Good times.
Not do good times. I had planned my 3rd tattoo, made an appointment and everything. Had 4 hours scheduled for the pack piece that I want. Well, without the extra grand or so that I had planned on earning, I had to cancel...very not fun.
But oh well, such is life. Good news, tomorrow I head off to Chicago to visit a couple of friends, then after a week in Chicago I fly to Utah for a family reunion. 2 weeks not in the arizona hell...oh this should be good. Oh yeah, and the whole flying somewhere for the first time, and being east of arizona for the first time.
I might actually write something more in depth as far as how I'm doing on the inside. I'm a big ol' bundle of confusion and frustration...when I let myself think about it. Which I'm not gonna do. So I'm a gonna run away for a while, and see if my mind sorts itself out (not going to I know...but I want to enjoy my vacation)
Yeah that's it for now.
Well last we heard, I fucked up, and decided in order to fix the aforementioned problem, I need to leave distractions, start again back home. Which is what I did. Mostly.
Started with construction again...gots to make that money. Even if it is in the ridiculous heat, outside, doing manual labor. But hey, I just thought of it as punishing myself for being stupid. Because well, I didn't like doing construction anymore. The wonder of looking at a completed house that I helped build...yeah that flew out the damn window...its hot, I don't like it. Well, I had planned on stopping construction the end of July. Well my body told me that I need to end sooner. Essentially I got an overuse injury, 3 main nerves in each hand got compressed and irritated, and felt like they were on fire whenever I would grip something...not fun. I quit about a month earlier than intended. I am not a physical therapy patient. having a difficult job finding any jobs at PT clinics that aren't 25 or so miles away. But my hands are almost back to normal, almost have complete strength back. Good times.
Not do good times. I had planned my 3rd tattoo, made an appointment and everything. Had 4 hours scheduled for the pack piece that I want. Well, without the extra grand or so that I had planned on earning, I had to cancel...very not fun.
But oh well, such is life. Good news, tomorrow I head off to Chicago to visit a couple of friends, then after a week in Chicago I fly to Utah for a family reunion. 2 weeks not in the arizona hell...oh this should be good. Oh yeah, and the whole flying somewhere for the first time, and being east of arizona for the first time.
I might actually write something more in depth as far as how I'm doing on the inside. I'm a big ol' bundle of confusion and frustration...when I let myself think about it. Which I'm not gonna do. So I'm a gonna run away for a while, and see if my mind sorts itself out (not going to I know...but I want to enjoy my vacation)
Yeah that's it for now.