Ten Five Twenty Ten
I realized today that I have no clue as to what I'm doing anymore and that is pretty scary in itself. I'm contented spending after class days playing monopoly deal with my boy and his friends, and just sitting around laughing without a care in the world. & that's probably the most frightening thing. I have no career plan, no after graduation plan, and no practical skills that I can think of that could possibly save my ass in the real world.
It's truly terrifying when you wake up one night and realize some things are just hanging in the air, waiting for answers that you can't give. No pretty words to put on paper. No concrete plans to bring comfort. Just a bunch of idealistic dreams floating around like puffs of bubbles.
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I'm not sure I have the courage to see this through.
This world shouldn't have been built for dreamers.
It's truly terrifying when you wake up one night and realize some things are just hanging in the air, waiting for answers that you can't give. No pretty words to put on paper. No concrete plans to bring comfort. Just a bunch of idealistic dreams floating around like puffs of bubbles.
.
.
I'm not sure I have the courage to see this through.
This world shouldn't have been built for dreamers.