Jan 13, 2003 22:56
I haven't updated since last week. Just been doing the work/sleep thing and registering for school and such. Got online and printed up all the stuff for my first test for History I and for my research paper. And I have to go to Statistics tomorrow. Which really sucks.
Tonight I have researching Bankruptcy Law and looking into that as a possibility for us as a way to get some relief from our difficulties as late. Ike is worried it will affest the adoption but it shouldn't. We sent off the funds to our attorney for the next step to terminate my ex-butthead's parental obligations. When Ike adopts the kids, he will have no more say in anything that concerns them at all. And will have no authority over them or me ever again. He can't yank my chain anymore. My life would have been infinitely easier had I been a widow but this is the next best thing. And having Ike stand beside me through it all has been more than I could have hoped for. I am hoping that Chip will just give up gracefully and see that contesting what little I am asking for will ultimately cost him more than just giving in and coughing up. But he's never been that smart before so why should he start now? I should be feeling like this is the beginning of the end of this war and feeling some relief but I am feeling despondent like he still has time to pull some bullshit and jerk us around a few more times. That's all he's done for the last 13 years is pull my chain and find ways to fuck with me.