Jun 07, 2008 23:27
...I take back some of my own. For once, I'm not going to back down and limp away licking my wounds while giving up what I worked hard to get. I did that with Nathan and gave up a great group of friends as a result. It sucked. Hard. And I don't want to do that again. Pub quiz, dancing, karaoke, his friends, my friends...I'm not going to sit back and let him have "custody" (for lack of a better term) of everything we shared. That's not fair to me.
It's time I gave my love to someone who wants and needs it...me! I need to start taking care of myself and reap what I'm willing to give to others so freely. And maybe, just maybe, somewhere along the way I'll find someone who wants me to share it with him, too.