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im honestly fucking schitzophrenic. seriously, i have a completely different opinion on certain things than i did like 2 days ago. okay, right now i seriously have no desire to ever have any kind of relationship with zac. he's a huge tool, and i don't think anyone thinks he isnt.. ok.. so here's my thursday night. it was zac's 21st friday, so last night there was this huuuuuuuuge party at jesse orendall (?)'s house (which apparently zac kept telling people was his birthday party but really the kid just threw a party that night..... but then i heard from other ppl that it was thrown FOR him..... so i dont know...) but anyway, after rehearsal i went home, got changed, went back to linz's... pregamed a little then me, kate, linz, d-rock, rachel, kit and stooi went to go find the kid's house.. funny, cuz we were all waiting at the gas station cuz d-rock needed to get gas, and there was a cop across the street, and then the vodka definitely hit me and i was like whoaaaaa... drunk driving is not cool, i dont like it at all. anyway, so we get there and there are about a million cars on the street, seriously so many, its crazy, especially for newtown where theyre SO crackdown... so i parked like 2 streets down cuz if it got broken up we could have a clear path outta there.... anyway, so we get to the kid's house, the house is SO LOUD... it was probably like 11:30. and so we walk in, i dont really know anyone at the entire party except zac and josh, ben, kevin, and the people i came with... they had a keg, so i prob had like 3 or 4 cups of beer on top of the vodka in the span of like an hour.. i cant TELL you how great that night was. i was wicked hammered, just cuz i drank so fast i guess.. but i just remember walking around, getting asked my name a lot and asking for peoples names that i would never ever ever fucking remember in a million years, zac being like SIX MINUTES TILL IM 21!!!!!!! ONE MINUTE!!!!!!!! and then chugging a beer on his birthday..... and i was standing there like zac... youre way too excited youre 21.... chill out.... wow.. uhhh.. zac kept coming around and putting his arm around me and like kissing my neck and being like, are you staying the night? and i was like uhh we'll see.... knowing full well that i would NOT.. cuz i hate him when he's drunk and he's a tool anyway.
but... sigh. it was such a good time, im SO fucking sick of the 10 person "invite only" parties we all go to when ever anyones house is open, a kegger was juuust what i needed. wow, do i sound like a drunk or what? funny cuz all my partying has been stuffed into this 1 week when everyones parents were gone.
but... sigh. it was such a good time, im SO fucking sick of the 10 person "invite only" parties we all go to when ever anyones house is open, a kegger was juuust what i needed. wow, do i sound like a drunk or what? funny cuz all my partying has been stuffed into this 1 week when everyones parents were gone.