May 24, 2011 21:47
Feeling like progression isn't there - never corrected and rarely shown otherwise - just expected to know... help me out here - oh wait... help is never offered - just begged for and never received. The same goes for a warm touch - always so distant and cold. Is it possible to bail on something that doesn't appear to be there? Or just hold faith that it is there because you (kinda) know it's there but still don't truly see it? Not sure how "everybody else" is right when they're not involved - it's you and I - it's "we" that counts.
You're always on my mind and I barely feel like an afterthought. You've got me running circles around you and you just stand still, laughing at me when I get dizzy, or yelling that I'm going the wrong direction. Stationary, stagnant - just being you - do what you do - you do you, not me. What do you actually do, anyways...?
I'm so repetitive, redundant, nothing new. I ask the same questions. You never give answers. I keep asking.