Aug 23, 2005 22:00
I just did one of the hardest things I have ever done
and I think it may be one of the best things I could do for myself right now
But I feel so sad
And it's going to hurt
And I've pushed most of you away
So I'm alone
Minus Matt P because he loves me
I just feel so alone right now, I can't describe exactly how I feel
I hope things get better