Stay Seventeen
So it's my birthday again. My throat hurts like hell. My nose is stuffy. I'm ok though.
So far it's been uneventful as expected. I don't know what time it is, but it's still early so there's still plenty of room for things to go horribly caotically wrong.
So like i said...today is known as prom. Not affliated to me in any way.
So seventeen..I guess that's fine. Nothing good or bad about Seventeen. Just another transition age. I guess i don't care for it. It just means I want to be home less. But that's been true since i hit this whole teenage stage.
When someone give you drugs as a gift, what do you do with it.
Boy don't like girls, boys like sex and sex. Or at least that's what my daddy tells me. I guess he's not the best one to explain this to me since he's crazy and all. He promised that next year's birthday would be a nice family thing. As Jimbo so kindly pointed out so long ago...I don't have parents; I have a mother. and i've spent plently birthdays with her.
Nothing sneaky about me today. there's no need. It's my fuckig birthday.
Nope, there's why.
She said, "I'll love you forever, or find something better.
It's all just the same as when we sleep together.
We wake up with headaches, and trouble remembering
what went wrong..." I don't know where we went wrong.
You're just to good to be true, can't keep my eyes off you,you feel like heaven to touch, i want to hold you so much/
I knew what it was, i just didn't want to get my hopes up. But my boyfriend is smart. And there's no room for me to be dissappointed.
So far it's been uneventful as expected. I don't know what time it is, but it's still early so there's still plenty of room for things to go horribly caotically wrong.
So like i said...today is known as prom. Not affliated to me in any way.
So seventeen..I guess that's fine. Nothing good or bad about Seventeen. Just another transition age. I guess i don't care for it. It just means I want to be home less. But that's been true since i hit this whole teenage stage.
When someone give you drugs as a gift, what do you do with it.
Boy don't like girls, boys like sex and sex. Or at least that's what my daddy tells me. I guess he's not the best one to explain this to me since he's crazy and all. He promised that next year's birthday would be a nice family thing. As Jimbo so kindly pointed out so long ago...I don't have parents; I have a mother. and i've spent plently birthdays with her.
Nothing sneaky about me today. there's no need. It's my fuckig birthday.
Nope, there's why.
She said, "I'll love you forever, or find something better.
It's all just the same as when we sleep together.
We wake up with headaches, and trouble remembering
what went wrong..." I don't know where we went wrong.
You're just to good to be true, can't keep my eyes off you,you feel like heaven to touch, i want to hold you so much/
I knew what it was, i just didn't want to get my hopes up. But my boyfriend is smart. And there's no room for me to be dissappointed.