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And I saw someone today. I really could have lived the rest of my life without ever seeing him again. Luckily I didn't have to really interact with him, but eye contact happened so I gave a little wave and I was sort of trying to smile, but I think I made a funky face or maybe a grimace. He is completely not a figure in my life and he was never much of one to begin with, so aren't those people supposed to fall of the edge of the earth? "What the fuck? I'm done with you. I'm never ever supposed to have reason to think about you in the present tense. Ever. You were supposed to vaporize." It threw me off balance.