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It's strange how you'd expect yourself to react a certain way to a certain stimulus, only to find out that you've underestimated yourself. It just hits you. You realize at the most unexpected time that you actually CAN deal with it without bawling or going bonkers over some godforsaken "thing" thrown at you. Heck, you can even manage to get out of it smiling.
Things change and there's just no other way to get through but to welcome it. It sometimes is just really depressing how some people have to go through superficial bullshit in order to convince themselves of change. Nakakaawa minsan, come to think of it. You know them like the back of your hand and you just know how this will all end. So you get on with your life and wait for the vicious cycle to start over.
But oh well, you cringe a bit, let your sentimental side get the better of you for a millisecond (on some days a tad bit longer), deal with it, find a reason to smile, and then just like that, you feel a lot better.
ganun lang talaga minsan..
~ * ~
It felt so weird when my mom asked how he was.
For lack of better things to say, I came up with
"He already left for the States."
oh well. same thing.
Things change and there's just no other way to get through but to welcome it. It sometimes is just really depressing how some people have to go through superficial bullshit in order to convince themselves of change. Nakakaawa minsan, come to think of it. You know them like the back of your hand and you just know how this will all end. So you get on with your life and wait for the vicious cycle to start over.
But oh well, you cringe a bit, let your sentimental side get the better of you for a millisecond (on some days a tad bit longer), deal with it, find a reason to smile, and then just like that, you feel a lot better.
ganun lang talaga minsan..
~ * ~
It felt so weird when my mom asked how he was.
For lack of better things to say, I came up with
"He already left for the States."
oh well. same thing.