time and space
when your heart is in a mess
you can't write
you just can't
i felt that telling people about this frustration
will only make the frustration a clearer reality
i know i need to know what other people think
because my brain ain't working properly at the moment
are these excuses?
for me to run away?
if i were to think this way,
i would deny it
because it would mean that i am a terrible person
was the root of all these
my dissatisfaction?
or am i, like some other girls i can't comprehend,
greedy and selfish?
but i have to admit
after all that you have said
i have not given up