Defeated?
I'm very unsure about the future of any company venture Ashley and I undertake. Right now it looks as though any dream of ours to have a business have been squashed. I'm looking at career and university and Ashley's looking at earning a living. I find it hard to spend time on the company venture since it seems to me there's no heart from Ashley to continue. Our own home page speaks of our New site for Ryan Bicheranloo - this website points to nowhere and isn't even our newest site; that's what's left of our first attempt of business and pretty much sums it up.
I've learnt lots from the experience however. But that's making the most of the worst outcome for us.
Looking further down the line... Is there any point in me putting yet more money into our business? I'm paying monthly our running fees, but we're not actually running - we've ceased to run.
I feel rottern right now, as though life has taken a turn for the worst and this is just the start of a down-hill run. Rick's comments about me having to get myself a girlfriend don't help either. Atieh informs me I'm a bad friend; and expressed a few hidden feelings about things I've done that she dislikes. I'm sure other friends of mine have their hidden feelings about me too - since the days of honesty have run dry; a truely honest man gets nowhere.
Bleh. Life. Who'd want to live it? Or rather, who'd want to live it alone? :(
I've learnt lots from the experience however. But that's making the most of the worst outcome for us.
Looking further down the line... Is there any point in me putting yet more money into our business? I'm paying monthly our running fees, but we're not actually running - we've ceased to run.
I feel rottern right now, as though life has taken a turn for the worst and this is just the start of a down-hill run. Rick's comments about me having to get myself a girlfriend don't help either. Atieh informs me I'm a bad friend; and expressed a few hidden feelings about things I've done that she dislikes. I'm sure other friends of mine have their hidden feelings about me too - since the days of honesty have run dry; a truely honest man gets nowhere.
Bleh. Life. Who'd want to live it? Or rather, who'd want to live it alone? :(