Woe my utterly boring life...
Hiya, all is going well, thanks for all your comments and I'm really really happy to know people are out there thinking of me and actually spend the time to comment on my entries. You all know how important you are to me, with out you I know I'd have a good mind to give up a lot of my abitions for the future.
Just lately been busy on keeping everything in running order, trying to get as much work done as possible over the next week. There's a lot to do and I'm feeling the pressure of the amount of work I've set for myself this week. It's all accomplishable but I'm determined to beat my own expectations. I want to get things finished in the amount of time I know is achievable.
Had a good meeting with Ashley on Sunday regarding plans for the future and work that has to be done in the immediate future, and present now. Looking forward to Shanna's visit though also hoping to have all my debts cleared and maybe a bit extra in the bank for use - this is one of the reasons I'm stepping up my work ratio, though far from the only reason.
Dad told me I have to make my rent, he doesn't care how, as long as I make the payments. In a way this was pretty much going to happen. Life isn't easy and what sort of message would he be sending me if it was a case of "you can live on nothing". Much of the time you can't. Money is important no matter which way you look around it. I would like to work at TK Maxx again, if it comes to it. I'm fearful of that meaning I've failed in a way, but then again, I think it shows I've succeeded in a way - I've kept myself going for a year and I'm having trouble with cash, but as long as the company stays functional and I have money to pay parents and maybe some money left for myself - it could make life so much easier infact. However, I'm not going to start work at least until Shanna's visit is completed - since I would remember why I hate working at TK Maxx. The good thing about working for yourself is you can work when you want to. That's not quite true actually, because you find yourself working most of the time. But at least when you absolutely 100% do not want to work, you don't have to. Whereas with TK Maxx if you're not at all in the mood for working, you have to show up regardless. It's an invasion upon time, and I remember how I felt about that previously. But then, maybe those bitter few moments of hate for a job are cancelled out by the statement on pay-day.
I've decided I have such a boring life, I read Ashley's entry like I read many others. And they actually have important or worthwhile issues to talk about. Whereas I seem to repeat the same things over and over, because lets face it - my life is work and lack of money. That's all there is to it, I can tell you what I've heard or watched, but then everyone's got ears and eyes.
I've listened to the new Coldplay album (X & Y) more times than any doctor would recommend. It's fantastic.
Watched Live8 - wasn't satisfied. On Saturday though, I simply was not satisfied with food, activities, Live8, sleep... I wasn't in a rottern mood or a bitter one. I was in a good mood, but everything I done I thought... Well now that was "great" wasn't it. I think I was annoyed because I didn't really feel like watching TV all day, I was only interested in seeing Pink Floyd and I didn't know what time they were playing. Also, I wouldn't miss it for anything, they're engraved upon my life in more than one way. They've influenced so much for me, so I had to watch everything else until Floyd was on. Also, I woke up late, and went straight to watch Live8 incase I'd missed anything. It wasn't until Live8 had finished and my parents had come back from a BBQ that I did anything else with my day. I would have liked to had gone to the BBQ but... I'd already been waiting a large portion of the day for Floyd, so I would be dammed if anything was going to stop me by that time. Shanna was online and so was Ashley so I began talking to them both. Increasingly I found that either I had connection problems or bandwidth constraints because replies either weren't coming, or weren't coming fast. Finally I found out that Ashley wasn't at the computer at all, so all my messages went into nothingness - which was annoying. Then eventually I also found out that Shanna was talking to Ashley on the phone, so at this point I thought 'what I want is a bath' so I decided to go and have one. By the time I'd returned I was a lot more relaxed and happier, and Ashley was finally avaliable online. I wasn't angry with the preceedings before-hand but would have been nice for someone to tell me what was going on.
I've got to have more fun. Generally in people's company I have lots of fun. But other than that - I find it hard to find solitary fun. This is so strange since most my life I've been a solitary person not interested in mixing with others, and now I find it the best thing to do. I love talking to people, I love joking and I can find conversation with anybody and like them. This reliasation came to me when I was having a conversation with one of Nigel's (my uncle) friend. Okay, so I was completely pissed and it was easier to talk, well.. Until I'd had to much and seeing was more of an issue, but I found him easy to relate to, I enjoyed the company. Females also have become easier to relate to but I still feel they're wired similar to men, but with a short circuit across the rest that sometimes gets activated. Hormones generally make this electornical transfer of a short-wire more likely. Logic isn't necessarily a females first use either. But then again most brainless men only use their noses, dicks and eyes to think with. So the strangeness of the lasses is nothing in comparison to the general duh' ness of a bloke.
I'm not meaning to offend my lovely female audience, but I think that even yourselfs would agree with what I say. I'm by no way saying that a man is better, because in my opinion they're not at all better. Females rule my world and I love em.
F1 sucked but it wasn't a complete disaster like the American Grand Prix. At least this time some cars actually went round a curcuit. But everything went as expected. I've chosen Kimi as the most talented driver at the moment. Consider this, even if you're not interested, consider this anyway:
-> You have to replace your engine so you know the rules tell you this means - no matter what position you qualify in, you will lose 10 places.
-> You decide to fill your car full of fuel for the best possible damage limitation for the race. So now your car is really heavy.
-> You're just about to start your qualifying lap, inside you know your going to take a 10 place drop, and your car is very very heavy in comparison to some of the cars that will run on light fuel just to get a good qualifying position.
Kimi managed to get his car to qualify in 3rd. Third. That's amazing. He took the 10 place drop down to 13th place for starting on the grid. In the race he finished second. That means he managed to overtake during the course of the race many many cars including back runners and still he finished with a great podium finish. He's the master right now. He is truely a racing master.
Okay I've nothing more to say and... My next entry will be hopefully in the near-future. Stay tuned and TUX bless you all :)
Just lately been busy on keeping everything in running order, trying to get as much work done as possible over the next week. There's a lot to do and I'm feeling the pressure of the amount of work I've set for myself this week. It's all accomplishable but I'm determined to beat my own expectations. I want to get things finished in the amount of time I know is achievable.
Had a good meeting with Ashley on Sunday regarding plans for the future and work that has to be done in the immediate future, and present now. Looking forward to Shanna's visit though also hoping to have all my debts cleared and maybe a bit extra in the bank for use - this is one of the reasons I'm stepping up my work ratio, though far from the only reason.
Dad told me I have to make my rent, he doesn't care how, as long as I make the payments. In a way this was pretty much going to happen. Life isn't easy and what sort of message would he be sending me if it was a case of "you can live on nothing". Much of the time you can't. Money is important no matter which way you look around it. I would like to work at TK Maxx again, if it comes to it. I'm fearful of that meaning I've failed in a way, but then again, I think it shows I've succeeded in a way - I've kept myself going for a year and I'm having trouble with cash, but as long as the company stays functional and I have money to pay parents and maybe some money left for myself - it could make life so much easier infact. However, I'm not going to start work at least until Shanna's visit is completed - since I would remember why I hate working at TK Maxx. The good thing about working for yourself is you can work when you want to. That's not quite true actually, because you find yourself working most of the time. But at least when you absolutely 100% do not want to work, you don't have to. Whereas with TK Maxx if you're not at all in the mood for working, you have to show up regardless. It's an invasion upon time, and I remember how I felt about that previously. But then, maybe those bitter few moments of hate for a job are cancelled out by the statement on pay-day.
I've decided I have such a boring life, I read Ashley's entry like I read many others. And they actually have important or worthwhile issues to talk about. Whereas I seem to repeat the same things over and over, because lets face it - my life is work and lack of money. That's all there is to it, I can tell you what I've heard or watched, but then everyone's got ears and eyes.
I've listened to the new Coldplay album (X & Y) more times than any doctor would recommend. It's fantastic.
Watched Live8 - wasn't satisfied. On Saturday though, I simply was not satisfied with food, activities, Live8, sleep... I wasn't in a rottern mood or a bitter one. I was in a good mood, but everything I done I thought... Well now that was "great" wasn't it. I think I was annoyed because I didn't really feel like watching TV all day, I was only interested in seeing Pink Floyd and I didn't know what time they were playing. Also, I wouldn't miss it for anything, they're engraved upon my life in more than one way. They've influenced so much for me, so I had to watch everything else until Floyd was on. Also, I woke up late, and went straight to watch Live8 incase I'd missed anything. It wasn't until Live8 had finished and my parents had come back from a BBQ that I did anything else with my day. I would have liked to had gone to the BBQ but... I'd already been waiting a large portion of the day for Floyd, so I would be dammed if anything was going to stop me by that time. Shanna was online and so was Ashley so I began talking to them both. Increasingly I found that either I had connection problems or bandwidth constraints because replies either weren't coming, or weren't coming fast. Finally I found out that Ashley wasn't at the computer at all, so all my messages went into nothingness - which was annoying. Then eventually I also found out that Shanna was talking to Ashley on the phone, so at this point I thought 'what I want is a bath' so I decided to go and have one. By the time I'd returned I was a lot more relaxed and happier, and Ashley was finally avaliable online. I wasn't angry with the preceedings before-hand but would have been nice for someone to tell me what was going on.
I've got to have more fun. Generally in people's company I have lots of fun. But other than that - I find it hard to find solitary fun. This is so strange since most my life I've been a solitary person not interested in mixing with others, and now I find it the best thing to do. I love talking to people, I love joking and I can find conversation with anybody and like them. This reliasation came to me when I was having a conversation with one of Nigel's (my uncle) friend. Okay, so I was completely pissed and it was easier to talk, well.. Until I'd had to much and seeing was more of an issue, but I found him easy to relate to, I enjoyed the company. Females also have become easier to relate to but I still feel they're wired similar to men, but with a short circuit across the rest that sometimes gets activated. Hormones generally make this electornical transfer of a short-wire more likely. Logic isn't necessarily a females first use either. But then again most brainless men only use their noses, dicks and eyes to think with. So the strangeness of the lasses is nothing in comparison to the general duh' ness of a bloke.
I'm not meaning to offend my lovely female audience, but I think that even yourselfs would agree with what I say. I'm by no way saying that a man is better, because in my opinion they're not at all better. Females rule my world and I love em.
F1 sucked but it wasn't a complete disaster like the American Grand Prix. At least this time some cars actually went round a curcuit. But everything went as expected. I've chosen Kimi as the most talented driver at the moment. Consider this, even if you're not interested, consider this anyway:
-> You have to replace your engine so you know the rules tell you this means - no matter what position you qualify in, you will lose 10 places.
-> You decide to fill your car full of fuel for the best possible damage limitation for the race. So now your car is really heavy.
-> You're just about to start your qualifying lap, inside you know your going to take a 10 place drop, and your car is very very heavy in comparison to some of the cars that will run on light fuel just to get a good qualifying position.
Kimi managed to get his car to qualify in 3rd. Third. That's amazing. He took the 10 place drop down to 13th place for starting on the grid. In the race he finished second. That means he managed to overtake during the course of the race many many cars including back runners and still he finished with a great podium finish. He's the master right now. He is truely a racing master.
Okay I've nothing more to say and... My next entry will be hopefully in the near-future. Stay tuned and TUX bless you all :)