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zomg tired pls. friday school day, parent-teacher-dialogue (must push for econs!) and student leaders' camp from friday to sunday ROAR so tired. we got up at like 3am? for night activity. and we didn't sleep at all after that. i think the j1s got a shock. wahahahaha.
i have come to a realization i pretty much suck at organizing :( i am one of those 'follower leaders', and its not very flattering. i don't respond well to situations that need quick thinking, i put on a thinking face and go 'hmmmm' while actually waiting for someone else to come up with a solution. i don't trust myself to take on big roles. i mean, i was ic for gifts for japan, and look how that turned out. aic for games was better, at least there was someone to give instructions and handle overall matters. i feel ashamed in finding comfort in the fact that if anything went wrong, he would take the blame. heck, my fellow aic did more hands-on work than i did. and now i'm scared i shouted too much. shouting at the juniors and trying to out-volume their voices isn't the way to earn respect. i can't help but think that at the end of the day, the only thing that makes me special here is the fact that i'm european, and anywhere else i'd just be... somebody. somebody small. insignificant.
i'm rather emo. i'm going off to work in less than 15 minutes. fml.
zomg tired pls. friday school day, parent-teacher-dialogue (must push for econs!) and student leaders' camp from friday to sunday ROAR so tired. we got up at like 3am? for night activity. and we didn't sleep at all after that. i think the j1s got a shock. wahahahaha.
i have come to a realization i pretty much suck at organizing :( i am one of those 'follower leaders', and its not very flattering. i don't respond well to situations that need quick thinking, i put on a thinking face and go 'hmmmm' while actually waiting for someone else to come up with a solution. i don't trust myself to take on big roles. i mean, i was ic for gifts for japan, and look how that turned out. aic for games was better, at least there was someone to give instructions and handle overall matters. i feel ashamed in finding comfort in the fact that if anything went wrong, he would take the blame. heck, my fellow aic did more hands-on work than i did. and now i'm scared i shouted too much. shouting at the juniors and trying to out-volume their voices isn't the way to earn respect. i can't help but think that at the end of the day, the only thing that makes me special here is the fact that i'm european, and anywhere else i'd just be... somebody. somebody small. insignificant.
i'm rather emo. i'm going off to work in less than 15 minutes. fml.