Dec 02, 2005 09:18
Here I sit, eating yesterday's pizza at 9 in the morning. I'm bored, restless, and hungry. Oh...and some coffee would be nice, too.
It's a strange sort of day. All days have been lately. When I wake up I'm never sure if I should be happy or sad...so I stay in this pergatory of anxiousness until someone decides for me.
Things really seem to be working out somehow. Everybody is doing well. Good things are happening to the right people. Charlie might be moving to Mississippi for a great job making 75k a year. I might not be moving out then. So we'll see how it all pans out in the end.
I'm scared of all of this, but it needs to happen. There was something I was meant to do with my life, and I need to figure it out. And if I leave town, it's not because I don't love all of you. But I'm on a mission. I'm like a ninja wizard, on my way to Isengard or something. We have to save the hobbits!
...Yeah...and I'm completely insane.