Hey... It's been about a Year~
Hey guys.... I guess no one really follows up on my livejournal but meh what eves... but I just thought I should make an update...
So... for the past year I've been away from here a lot has changed in my life. First being I finally graduated from college! wooo~! Second, I broke up with my boyfriend.... after long 5 years together, apparently people change and feelings can't stay the same... That took a huge toll on me since it happened not long after my previous post about Ladybug lol... So I had lots of struggles during my final semester... Luckily I have wonderful friends to support me during my down time. Especially my childhood friend. She was a huge mental support for me that without her, I don't think i would have been able to graduate or much less, live.
But now I can say it's been half a year since that time and i'm slowly moving on with life... going back to how it would be if I never even dated... Just me and my virtual boyfriends lol... and of course my precious friends. However I still can't face my ex without getting into arguments... Makes me wish we just stayed as friends instead... Oh well.. That's all a part of 'growing up' and 'experience'. I learn from my mistakes.
I now have a full time job that pays okay. I mean it's something that will help me get by and help start off paying my loans back... It helps that I was a student worker for them too throughout the duration of my college career lol. But I feel kind of bad now since I've been really sick for almost a month now... and I got better at one point but now i'm down again :/ this time with some sort of rash? idk... and sleep paralysis doesn't help either... it scared the shit outta me! >__< Idk what's going on with my body... like even for the past 2 months i haven't had my monthly too... i wanted to see my gyno but no appts until the end of this month... so... i'm kinda worried :/ like I know my monthly is irregular and i was on bcp but had to stop due to my wisdom tooth... n then ran out of insurance... but now that i have insurance and can see my docs, my docs don't have time for me :( sigh...
So... for the past year I've been away from here a lot has changed in my life. First being I finally graduated from college! wooo~! Second, I broke up with my boyfriend.... after long 5 years together, apparently people change and feelings can't stay the same... That took a huge toll on me since it happened not long after my previous post about Ladybug lol... So I had lots of struggles during my final semester... Luckily I have wonderful friends to support me during my down time. Especially my childhood friend. She was a huge mental support for me that without her, I don't think i would have been able to graduate or much less, live.
But now I can say it's been half a year since that time and i'm slowly moving on with life... going back to how it would be if I never even dated... Just me and my virtual boyfriends lol... and of course my precious friends. However I still can't face my ex without getting into arguments... Makes me wish we just stayed as friends instead... Oh well.. That's all a part of 'growing up' and 'experience'. I learn from my mistakes.
I now have a full time job that pays okay. I mean it's something that will help me get by and help start off paying my loans back... It helps that I was a student worker for them too throughout the duration of my college career lol. But I feel kind of bad now since I've been really sick for almost a month now... and I got better at one point but now i'm down again :/ this time with some sort of rash? idk... and sleep paralysis doesn't help either... it scared the shit outta me! >__< Idk what's going on with my body... like even for the past 2 months i haven't had my monthly too... i wanted to see my gyno but no appts until the end of this month... so... i'm kinda worried :/ like I know my monthly is irregular and i was on bcp but had to stop due to my wisdom tooth... n then ran out of insurance... but now that i have insurance and can see my docs, my docs don't have time for me :( sigh...