OTL My Life
So... I haven't updated this place in a long time... but I guess I'll give a little update. So Recently I found out I am getting in 4 of my wisdom teeth which 2 are growing sideways/angled.... THAT means I have to get at least those two surgically removed before it causes more pain that I have experienced before. However when I went to get my wisdoms removed, the oral surgeon was really rushing everything and didn't clearly explain things that he was going to do nor was he polite. When I finally calmed my nerves and decided to go through the procedure, the nurse had the laughing gas at a comfortable setting. BUT the oral surgeon just had to turn it up to like 50%? and I started to feel nauseated, loss of hearing, eyes bulging, and started to hyperventilate cuz I couldn't breathe. Now I have had laughing gas before as a kid and this has never happened to me. So they couldn't continue with the procedure at all. They even left me alone for an hour or half hour as I was crying to myself saying 'wtf are they doing? shouldn't someone be in the room at all times? why the heck did the surgeon turn it up?!'.
I'm also having other health problems right now... Such as symptoms of sleep apnea, high testosterone which i have to take birth control like pills to regulate my period n stuff... I'm now having anxiety? attacks so i've been seeing a psychologist... I dunno man... just a lot has been happening this year :/ For now I'm just waiting for my insurance to approve my sleep test so i can do that first... then probably some blood tests that my gyno told me to do... then after all that's done I'm probably going to reschedule with the same oral surgeon or if possible see an entirely new surgeon that my friend recommended... but before i could do that i gotta contact my regular dentist who apparently is on vacation right now :/ FML. Luckily the the place i went to didn't charge us for anything but i'm afraid if i decide not to go with them and they decide to charge us for the stuff they did... idk... And here school is starting soon and now i have not enough time to do everything D: so i might just miss a few days of school if my wisdoms can only be scheduled during that time... Oh well... at least I only have 4 oncampus classes and 1 DS class :/ which i have 2 friends to depend on to take notes and what not hopefully.
(Also, i found out i have stigmatism? too... or at least thats what my dad said i have... and is probably hereditary... i might have to mention this to my eye doc too...)
OTHER than that, having hangout days with some of my friends really relaxes me and keeps my mind off of things. They really are encouraging too :) I dont' know what my life would be like if I didn't have friends like them. And I'm still happy to have my boyfriend of 5 years <3 Thank you for always being with me despite all the troubles we've been through... I know i act like a baby most of the time but i worry alot about you too as an adult.
I'm also having other health problems right now... Such as symptoms of sleep apnea, high testosterone which i have to take birth control like pills to regulate my period n stuff... I'm now having anxiety? attacks so i've been seeing a psychologist... I dunno man... just a lot has been happening this year :/ For now I'm just waiting for my insurance to approve my sleep test so i can do that first... then probably some blood tests that my gyno told me to do... then after all that's done I'm probably going to reschedule with the same oral surgeon or if possible see an entirely new surgeon that my friend recommended... but before i could do that i gotta contact my regular dentist who apparently is on vacation right now :/ FML. Luckily the the place i went to didn't charge us for anything but i'm afraid if i decide not to go with them and they decide to charge us for the stuff they did... idk... And here school is starting soon and now i have not enough time to do everything D: so i might just miss a few days of school if my wisdoms can only be scheduled during that time... Oh well... at least I only have 4 oncampus classes and 1 DS class :/ which i have 2 friends to depend on to take notes and what not hopefully.
(Also, i found out i have stigmatism? too... or at least thats what my dad said i have... and is probably hereditary... i might have to mention this to my eye doc too...)
OTHER than that, having hangout days with some of my friends really relaxes me and keeps my mind off of things. They really are encouraging too :) I dont' know what my life would be like if I didn't have friends like them. And I'm still happy to have my boyfriend of 5 years <3 Thank you for always being with me despite all the troubles we've been through... I know i act like a baby most of the time but i worry alot about you too as an adult.