If That's Okay With You
Title: If That's Okay With You
Length: my word count said 3.270
Genre: Fluff (?) well you decide
Rating; PG-13 will be enough
Pairing: HanChul
Summary: Hankyung and Heechul developed feeling for each other. Nothing can separate them apart.
Note: My first fic ever!!! I took some lyrics from Shayne Ward's song called If That's Okay With You. Nice song and I love it to death. Here's the song.
I love the way that you look without your make-up
Hankyung remember the time he saw Heechul back in his trainee days. A feminine man, that's what he thought. Hankyung even swear that he's prettier than fellow female trainees. Hankyung had two reasons why he thought Heechul is pretty.
One, Heechul had the soft skin. The softest among girls in the company. Hankyung knew this because he compared Heechul's skin with his female dancing partners. No doubt, Hankyung concluded, Heechul has the fairest skin among them all.
Two, Heechul's face is beautiful rather handsome. The first time he met Heechul, Hankyung almost called him 'noona'. Good thing that Heechul spoke first with male voice.
When Hankyung finally became Heechul's roommate, he got the chance to observe more about this beautiful man. Someone once said to him, the true beauty of a person will reveal when they sleep. When Heechul sleep, Hankyung saw the beautiful and peaceful face of the older man. Pure and pretty. Every night, Hankyung felt breathless everytime he saw Heechul sleep.
He didn't want to lose that sight. Ever.
***
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
When Heechul got back to the dorm after spent his free day, he found the dorm in total darkness. "Aish!! Why is so dark here? Where is that Chinaman?" Heechul snorted. He turned on the lights near the door and try to adjust his eyes to darkness. He managed to find the second lamp switch and turn it on. Now the living room is bright.
"Yah! Hankyung! Where are you, little bastard?" Heechul called. There's no sound. He took a glance to the shoerack. Hankyung's shoes was in its place. Heechul then walked to Hankyung's room.
"Yah! Hankyung! I know you’re in there!" Heechul knocked, bang the door to be precise. Still no sound. But Heechul sure that Hankyung's in there. He turned the knob and found it's not locked. He opened it and ready to unleash his wrath.
"Hankyung!-" Heechul shut his mouth immediately. In the darkness of his room, the only light was from outside Hankyung's room. The sight in front of Heechul made the pretty man swallowed his rage.
In front of him, Hankyung lay, surrounded with 6 bottles of beer. His arm rested in his chin. Heechul noticed that Hankyung's already drunk. He sighed and sit beside Hankyung.
"Hankyung wake up," Heecul shake Hankyung's body softly. No reaction. So Heechul smacked his head. The result is the groaning Hankyung. "Wake up you pabo! How come you drink without me?" said Heechul while he arranged the empty bottles.
"Hyung, my head hurts," said Hankyung while he tried to sit. "No wonder your head hurts. Look at these amazing amount of bottles. This is not you. What's wrong?" asked Heechul.
Suddenly, Hankyung sob. Then his sob turned into heavy cry. Heechul surprised. He often saw Hankyung cry, especially when he's homesick. But this cry was different. Like... Heartbreak?
"It's okay," Heechul hugged Hankyung. "Let it all out. Don't hold it," he stroke Hankyung's hair. Hankyung cried harder. He tugged Heechul's shirt.
They stayed hugging each other until Hankyung can control his cry. Heechul finally released his hug when Hankyung sob. Well, at least he's not crying anymore. "Thanks, hyung," said Hankyung with his shaky voice.
Heechul hit his shoulder. "Yah! I'm your friend! And did I tell you never call me 'hyung'? I'm not that old," said Heechul. Soon, the dark room of Hankyung filled with laughter.
Later that night, in the living room, Hankyung told Heechul that he broke up with his girlfriend in China. He told Heechul that she can't stand long distance relationship. That she wanted a stable relationship. That she wanted someone beside her whenever she need a comfort. Things she couldn't get from Hankyung.
All the time, Heechul just listened. He didn't dare to interrupt, something that out of his nature. He let Hankyung spoke of his feeling. He's not gonna let Hankyung hold his pain. So Heechul just listened silently.
"Thanks Heechul. To hear my lame story with my not so good Korean," said Hankyung slowly. Heechul hit his shoulder. "Don't say that! Your Korean is good, thanks to me who never tired to teach you," said Heechul laughing. "Yeah, you always taught me how to swear and cuss words," Hankyung grinned. Heechul smacked his head. Then they both laugh.
"Just promise me," Heechul said after they stopped laughing. "What?" asked Hankyung. "Whenever you got a problem, never drink alone! Call me. I will glad to be your company," said Heechul with serious face. Hankyung thought about it. "Okay," answered Hankyung.
"Promise?" Heechul raised his pinky.
Hankyung raised his pinky and joined Heechul's pinky and said, "Pinky promise."
Since that day, Heechul swear to never leave Hankyung's side, good times or bad times.
***
There's something about you that makes me want to step up
Step up and be with you
Heechul is Korean. Hankyung is Chinese.
Heechul is riot person. Hankyung is quiet person.
Heechul is the older one. Hankyung is the younger one.
Heechul is straightforward. Hankyung always consider his words.
Heechul loves to dance various idol group routine. Hankyung expert in Chinese traditional dance.
Heechul is pretty Cinderella of Korea. Hankyung is handsome Prince of China
To other, they only see how different they are. But for both of them, unknown by each other, they have something in common. Something that overcome their differences.
They secretly love each other. Heechul wants to be with Hankyung. While Hankyung wants to be with Heechul. For Heechul, Hankyung is his conscience. For Hankyung, Heechul is his world.
They just don't realize it yet.
If that's OK with you
***
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late, too late
'cause I'm gonna make you feel so good how I see it's happening
It’s been 11 PM, but Leeteuk dragged his feet to one of the room in the dorm. He had early schedule and need to sleep. But how can he sleep if he kept listened noise from THAT person’s room. Kim Heechul. He took a deep breath and started knocking.
“HEENIM!!!” called Leeteuk. The answer he got was loud singing from inside the room. He tried to open the door, but it was locked. Leeteuk noticed there’s another person in the room from the noise. Whenever there is Heechul, Hankyung must be beside him.
“HANKYUNG!!!” Leeteuk called again. “Hankyung! Open this freaking door, NOW!!” said Leeteuk. He heard an unlock sound, and there Leeteuk saw a pale face from Hankyung. He stepped out of the door and closed it. “Hyung, I’m sorry. I tried to calm him down but he won’t listen to me. He’s too drunk,” said Hankyung apologetically.
“So that stupid songs appeared because he is drunk?” Leeteuk scratched his head. Hankyung nodded. “He said he wanted to drink. But before I blinked, he already gulped one bottle of soju. Every time I want to snatch the bottle, he hit me! I thought about you and your schedule tomorrow, but he’s just getting crazier!” Hankyung sound desperate. Leeteuk sighed.
“It’s a good thing I’m the only one can hear this. Okay, I will sleep in the 11th floor. Just make sure he’s not breaking something or jumped out of the window,” said Leeteuk. After that he went to his room, took a pillow and walked out the dorm. Hankyung sighed.
“HANKYUNG!!! Come drink with me!!!” called Heehcul. Hankyung went inside Heechul’s room and saw Heechul still jumped up and down while holding a bottle of soju. When Heechul saw Hankyung, he dashed to the Chinese man and hug him tightly. “What took you so long?” mumbled Heechul. Hankyung was speechless. “Heechul, are you alright?” asked Hankyung. “Shut up!!! I’m dizzy! I’m tired! Hold me, will you?” asked Heechul with eyes closed. “Okay, but can we go to your bed? I can lie down with you,” said Hankyung. He dragged the older man in his arm to the bed.
Once they reached the bed, Heechul immediately searched for comfortable position and sleep. Hankyung lay down beside Heechul and pulled him closer. He can hear Heechul’s breathing. Hankyung enjoyed the intimacy between them. He stroke Heechul’s hair softly.
“Hankyung?” Heechul called.
“Yes?” said Hankyung.
“Stay with me tonight. That’s an order!” said Heechul and he drifted back to sleep.
“I won’t leave you, Heechul. I won’t,” said Hankyung, nuzzled his nose to the older man’s hair.
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late, too late
'cause baby I wanna step up and be with you
Heechul so happy when he felt Hankyung hugged him tightly. His plan worked. All the time, he didn’t drink soju, but juice. Well, he spiked the juice a bit, but it’s not enough to make him so drunk. He’s a good drinker. Hankyung is easy to fool.
When he felt Hankyung’s arm around his body, he couldn’t stop himself to smile. “Hankyung?” he called. “Hmmm?” Hankyung answered sleepily. Obviously, he was already slept. “I think I love you,” said Heechul.
But all he got as an answer was Hankyung’s snoring.
If that's OK with you
***
I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
Heechul remembered it. It seems like just yesterday when it happened. He saw Hankyung went home with angry expression. Other member saw it too. Hankyung slammed himself on dining chair. Heechul walked toward Hankyung. “Yah! What’s wrong with you?” Heechul asked.
“Nothing,” said Hankyung. He buried his face to his arm. “Don’t tell me ‘nothing’! Come on, what’s wrong?” Heechul insisted. Hankyung sighed and looked up to Heechul. “Someone brought up THAT subject,” said Hankyung. Heechul shocked. He knew what Hankyung meant with THAT subject. Someone brought up Hankyung’s nationality. Heechul started furious.
“Who is that person?” asked Heechul with loud voice. All members started to pay attention to their conversation. “It’s alright. I’m over it,” said Hankyung, surprised with Heechul’s reaction. “No is not!! Tell me, who is this guy?” said Heechul angrily. Hankyung still dumbfounded. “Aish! Tell me now!” Heechul demanded. “Some kids from high school. There are five of them,” Hankyung finally answered.
Heechul immediately rushed out of the dorm, leaving Hankyung amazed. “Hankyung, is that true?” asked Leeteuk. Behind him, all members stand and looked concern. “Yes, it’s true. I never thought will hear it again,” Hankyung sighed. Suddenly, Shindong walked to the door, followed by other member. Leeteuk patted Hankyung’s shoulder and followed his dongsaengs.
Heechul walked, no he almost run, tried to find those high school group. He met Kangin who just arrived from his radio show. “Yah Kangin! Do you see a bunch of high school kid when you’re here?” asked Heechul. “Actually, yes. They went over there,” answered Kangin while pointing the direction. Heechul started to walk but stopped by Kangin. “Hyung, what’s wrong?” said Kangin. “Those little dickheads insulted Hankyung just now. I want to give them some lessons,” said Heechul and released Kangin’s hand from his arm.
Just like Kangin said, Heechul found the group and walked toward them. “Were you the morons that just insulted my Chinese friend?” asked Heechul. The kids stared at Heechul. One of them stepped to the front. “Yes. He deserved it! He doesn’t belong here, with you guys,” he said. Without a warning, Heechul hit him. That boy fell to the ground, while his other friends looked surprise. “Yah! What was that for?” asked the falling boy angrily. “You deserved it because you insulted my best friend!” said Heechul. Just before he started to hit the rest of the group, someone restrained him. Heechul looked back and saw Siwon hold him. Rest of the member approached the scene.
“If you want to live, I suggest you get out of here. Now!” said Siwon glared angrily to the five boys. The falling boy stand up, wiped the blood from his mouth. “Why were you defended him? He’s just a foreigner! We want to protect you from foreigners!” said the falling boy, followed by nodding from the other four. Heechul can’t stand it and tried hit him again. But Leeteuk stepped out and slap the boy.
“He’s not foreigner! He’s our friend, our brother. We don’t need such corrupting love from you. Whoever hurt him, that person will receive punishment from Super Junior. You got that?” said Leeteuk with angry voice. The kids stayed silently. “If you don’t want this to be reported to your family, school or even police, leave this place immediately and never come back. If we see you around here, I swear you will get more than just a slap!” Leeteuk said again. Those boys immediately ran and never look back.
Back in the dorm, Hankyung watched the TV with Kangin. When he heard the door opened, he immediately looked for Heechul. He’s been worried like hell. When he saw Heechul, he was glad. “Hankyung, don’t worry. We already taking care those punks. They won’t picked you again. Ever,” said Heechul. “You should’ve seen their face, hyung!” said Donghae excitedly. Other member started to tell Hankyung the details.
Heechul saw that scene. He couldn’t understand why some people hate Hankyung. He’s a nice person. But they didn’t see Hankyung the way Heechul see him.
“I kept my promise, don’t I? I won’t let anybody hurt you in Korea. They have to deal with me if they dare to mess up with you,” said Heechul in his mind. He joined the members to hugged Hankyung tightly.
***
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
Hankyung remember it clearly like it was yesterday. He went to talkshow in China, A Date With Luyu. He saw the video his fellow members made for his birthday. Although Hankyung was there when they made it, he felt excited watched it again on the show. Hankyung remembered the day when they made that clip with Kangin and Shindong
“Your presence is like a present from God for me,” said Heechul that day. Hankyung blushed instantly. It’s so rare hear those words from Heechul. Hankyung laced their fingers together and said, “Thank you.”
During the recording session, Hankyung never let go of Heechul’s hand. His eyes fixed to Heechul every time he spoke about him. After the recording session, Heechul dragged Hankyung to their room. Once they’re inside, Heechul locked the door and faced Hankyung.
“I’m gonna miss you,” muttered Heechul. He didn’t dare to look directly to Hankyung. “Come back soon, okay?” said Heechul again. Hankyung walked toward Heechul and cupped his face.
“Why don’t you come with me to China?” teased Hankyung. “Yah! You will go tomorrow. I didn’t have a ticket!” Heechul slapped his shoulder. He hugged Hankyung tightly. “So much I want to go with you, but I can’t. You know that,” said Heechul. “Why you want to go with me to China?” asked Hankyung while stroked his hair.
“To say thank you to your mother,” answered Heechul.
“Why?” asked Hankyung again.
Heechul released the hug. “Don’t you hear what I said earlier? You’re gift from God for me. I want to thank the woman who gave birth to you directly. Without her, the great Kim Heechul will never met his Hankyung,” said Heechul seriously. Hankyung chuckled and embrace the older man to his arm. “Thank you. I will tell that to my mother,” said Hankyung.
“Hankyung, will you miss me?” asked Heechul again. Hankyung released his hug and stared directly to Heechul’s eyes. Slowly, he kissed Heechul. The kiss was soft and full with love. Heechul surprised at first, but he responded to the kiss. They parted when they need to breath. They looked at each other’s eyes. “Was that answering your question?” asked Hankyung. Heechul hugged him back tightly and whispered, “Yes.”
Hankyung will never forget that day
***
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
Heechul just posted another Cyworld update. He put a picture and a poem. He sighed. It’s been 4 months since Hankyung left because of the lawsuit. He remembered the day when he read about Hankyung’s case. He was shocked, and withdrawn himself from any activities publicly. He locked himself in the dorm. Until he realized that his bandmates really care about him and he finally can move on.
But still, he felt the pain in his heart. Few days ago, he’s on his radio show. He read a message from listener. When he read the name, he startled for a moment. Heechul pretty sure that his listeners knew why he startled. Not to mention the video watchers from internet. The message is from Yeo Hankyung. He never said that name out loud, until that day. Hankyung, he missed him so much.
Heechul turned off his laptop and go to sleep. He’s pretty damn sure that tomorrow netizens around the world will comment at his entry. Heechul didn’t care. Through his cyworld he felt he can communicate with his beloved Chinese man.
As Heechul lie himself on the bed, he hugged himself. Gosh, he missed Hankyung’s arm around him. He missed the warmth from the other guy. He started to sob, and then he cried. He put his hand around his mouth, hoping that other member didn’t hear his sob. “Hankyung, wish you were here. I miss you”
In China,
Hankyung stared at his laptop. He felt his vision blurred. He stared at picture and poem in his laptop. Heechul’s newest entry in Cyworld. He can’t help it. He started to cry. He hugged himself and whispered, “I miss you too, Princess. Miss you so much.”
They didn’t know, even they were far from each other, they sent the warmest hug they can give. Suddenly, both of them felt familiar warmth. Warmth that they missed so much.
From Heechul in Korea, to Hankyung in China.
“Heechul?” said Hankyung abruptly sat. He looked around and saw nobody. But the warmth he just felt,,, It’s Heechul. He swear that Heechul just here, hug him tight. Hankyung stared on his laptop again. Heechul’s cyworld still on the screen. Hankyung stood up and walked to the window. He opened the window and whispered, “Heechul, I always love you.”
He hoped that the wind carried away his love to Heechul.
From Hankyung in China, to Heechul in Korea.
Heechul sat on his bed. He stared blankly to the empty bed across him. He couldn’t believe it. Did he just felt Hankyung hug him? Because that warmth belongs to Hankyung only. He couldn’t wrong. He hugged himself, tried to feel the warmth again. Heechul felt it. The warmth still there.
Suddenly, he jerked his head to the window. He stood up and tried to open the window as fast as he can. When he finally opened it, he felt the breeze of the night wind. Heechul closed his eyes. He heard Hankyung’s voice in the wind. He slowly opened his eyes and whispered, “I love you, too. Always love you, my handsome prince.”
Heechul pretty sure that the wind will took his words to Hankyung.
***
If that's OK with you
“Hankyung, as long as you love me, I will wait for you. I’m okay with that.”
Heechul typed that words in his cellphone. He read it again and smiled. He pressed SEND.
If that's OK with you
Hankyung’s phone buzzed. He quickly opened it and read the message. Hankyung smiled and typed the reply.
“Heechul, be patient and please be strong for me. I will come back to you. I promise.”
Hankyung pressed SEND. As long as Heechul loved him, he’s pretty sure that he’s gonna be alright during the whole process.
Length: my word count said 3.270
Genre: Fluff (?) well you decide
Rating; PG-13 will be enough
Pairing: HanChul
Summary: Hankyung and Heechul developed feeling for each other. Nothing can separate them apart.
Note: My first fic ever!!! I took some lyrics from Shayne Ward's song called If That's Okay With You. Nice song and I love it to death. Here's the song.
I love the way that you look without your make-up
Hankyung remember the time he saw Heechul back in his trainee days. A feminine man, that's what he thought. Hankyung even swear that he's prettier than fellow female trainees. Hankyung had two reasons why he thought Heechul is pretty.
One, Heechul had the soft skin. The softest among girls in the company. Hankyung knew this because he compared Heechul's skin with his female dancing partners. No doubt, Hankyung concluded, Heechul has the fairest skin among them all.
Two, Heechul's face is beautiful rather handsome. The first time he met Heechul, Hankyung almost called him 'noona'. Good thing that Heechul spoke first with male voice.
When Hankyung finally became Heechul's roommate, he got the chance to observe more about this beautiful man. Someone once said to him, the true beauty of a person will reveal when they sleep. When Heechul sleep, Hankyung saw the beautiful and peaceful face of the older man. Pure and pretty. Every night, Hankyung felt breathless everytime he saw Heechul sleep.
He didn't want to lose that sight. Ever.
***
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
When Heechul got back to the dorm after spent his free day, he found the dorm in total darkness. "Aish!! Why is so dark here? Where is that Chinaman?" Heechul snorted. He turned on the lights near the door and try to adjust his eyes to darkness. He managed to find the second lamp switch and turn it on. Now the living room is bright.
"Yah! Hankyung! Where are you, little bastard?" Heechul called. There's no sound. He took a glance to the shoerack. Hankyung's shoes was in its place. Heechul then walked to Hankyung's room.
"Yah! Hankyung! I know you’re in there!" Heechul knocked, bang the door to be precise. Still no sound. But Heechul sure that Hankyung's in there. He turned the knob and found it's not locked. He opened it and ready to unleash his wrath.
"Hankyung!-" Heechul shut his mouth immediately. In the darkness of his room, the only light was from outside Hankyung's room. The sight in front of Heechul made the pretty man swallowed his rage.
In front of him, Hankyung lay, surrounded with 6 bottles of beer. His arm rested in his chin. Heechul noticed that Hankyung's already drunk. He sighed and sit beside Hankyung.
"Hankyung wake up," Heecul shake Hankyung's body softly. No reaction. So Heechul smacked his head. The result is the groaning Hankyung. "Wake up you pabo! How come you drink without me?" said Heechul while he arranged the empty bottles.
"Hyung, my head hurts," said Hankyung while he tried to sit. "No wonder your head hurts. Look at these amazing amount of bottles. This is not you. What's wrong?" asked Heechul.
Suddenly, Hankyung sob. Then his sob turned into heavy cry. Heechul surprised. He often saw Hankyung cry, especially when he's homesick. But this cry was different. Like... Heartbreak?
"It's okay," Heechul hugged Hankyung. "Let it all out. Don't hold it," he stroke Hankyung's hair. Hankyung cried harder. He tugged Heechul's shirt.
They stayed hugging each other until Hankyung can control his cry. Heechul finally released his hug when Hankyung sob. Well, at least he's not crying anymore. "Thanks, hyung," said Hankyung with his shaky voice.
Heechul hit his shoulder. "Yah! I'm your friend! And did I tell you never call me 'hyung'? I'm not that old," said Heechul. Soon, the dark room of Hankyung filled with laughter.
Later that night, in the living room, Hankyung told Heechul that he broke up with his girlfriend in China. He told Heechul that she can't stand long distance relationship. That she wanted a stable relationship. That she wanted someone beside her whenever she need a comfort. Things she couldn't get from Hankyung.
All the time, Heechul just listened. He didn't dare to interrupt, something that out of his nature. He let Hankyung spoke of his feeling. He's not gonna let Hankyung hold his pain. So Heechul just listened silently.
"Thanks Heechul. To hear my lame story with my not so good Korean," said Hankyung slowly. Heechul hit his shoulder. "Don't say that! Your Korean is good, thanks to me who never tired to teach you," said Heechul laughing. "Yeah, you always taught me how to swear and cuss words," Hankyung grinned. Heechul smacked his head. Then they both laugh.
"Just promise me," Heechul said after they stopped laughing. "What?" asked Hankyung. "Whenever you got a problem, never drink alone! Call me. I will glad to be your company," said Heechul with serious face. Hankyung thought about it. "Okay," answered Hankyung.
"Promise?" Heechul raised his pinky.
Hankyung raised his pinky and joined Heechul's pinky and said, "Pinky promise."
Since that day, Heechul swear to never leave Hankyung's side, good times or bad times.
***
There's something about you that makes me want to step up
Step up and be with you
Heechul is Korean. Hankyung is Chinese.
Heechul is riot person. Hankyung is quiet person.
Heechul is the older one. Hankyung is the younger one.
Heechul is straightforward. Hankyung always consider his words.
Heechul loves to dance various idol group routine. Hankyung expert in Chinese traditional dance.
Heechul is pretty Cinderella of Korea. Hankyung is handsome Prince of China
To other, they only see how different they are. But for both of them, unknown by each other, they have something in common. Something that overcome their differences.
They secretly love each other. Heechul wants to be with Hankyung. While Hankyung wants to be with Heechul. For Heechul, Hankyung is his conscience. For Hankyung, Heechul is his world.
They just don't realize it yet.
If that's OK with you
***
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late, too late
'cause I'm gonna make you feel so good how I see it's happening
It’s been 11 PM, but Leeteuk dragged his feet to one of the room in the dorm. He had early schedule and need to sleep. But how can he sleep if he kept listened noise from THAT person’s room. Kim Heechul. He took a deep breath and started knocking.
“HEENIM!!!” called Leeteuk. The answer he got was loud singing from inside the room. He tried to open the door, but it was locked. Leeteuk noticed there’s another person in the room from the noise. Whenever there is Heechul, Hankyung must be beside him.
“HANKYUNG!!!” Leeteuk called again. “Hankyung! Open this freaking door, NOW!!” said Leeteuk. He heard an unlock sound, and there Leeteuk saw a pale face from Hankyung. He stepped out of the door and closed it. “Hyung, I’m sorry. I tried to calm him down but he won’t listen to me. He’s too drunk,” said Hankyung apologetically.
“So that stupid songs appeared because he is drunk?” Leeteuk scratched his head. Hankyung nodded. “He said he wanted to drink. But before I blinked, he already gulped one bottle of soju. Every time I want to snatch the bottle, he hit me! I thought about you and your schedule tomorrow, but he’s just getting crazier!” Hankyung sound desperate. Leeteuk sighed.
“It’s a good thing I’m the only one can hear this. Okay, I will sleep in the 11th floor. Just make sure he’s not breaking something or jumped out of the window,” said Leeteuk. After that he went to his room, took a pillow and walked out the dorm. Hankyung sighed.
“HANKYUNG!!! Come drink with me!!!” called Heehcul. Hankyung went inside Heechul’s room and saw Heechul still jumped up and down while holding a bottle of soju. When Heechul saw Hankyung, he dashed to the Chinese man and hug him tightly. “What took you so long?” mumbled Heechul. Hankyung was speechless. “Heechul, are you alright?” asked Hankyung. “Shut up!!! I’m dizzy! I’m tired! Hold me, will you?” asked Heechul with eyes closed. “Okay, but can we go to your bed? I can lie down with you,” said Hankyung. He dragged the older man in his arm to the bed.
Once they reached the bed, Heechul immediately searched for comfortable position and sleep. Hankyung lay down beside Heechul and pulled him closer. He can hear Heechul’s breathing. Hankyung enjoyed the intimacy between them. He stroke Heechul’s hair softly.
“Hankyung?” Heechul called.
“Yes?” said Hankyung.
“Stay with me tonight. That’s an order!” said Heechul and he drifted back to sleep.
“I won’t leave you, Heechul. I won’t,” said Hankyung, nuzzled his nose to the older man’s hair.
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late, too late
'cause baby I wanna step up and be with you
Heechul so happy when he felt Hankyung hugged him tightly. His plan worked. All the time, he didn’t drink soju, but juice. Well, he spiked the juice a bit, but it’s not enough to make him so drunk. He’s a good drinker. Hankyung is easy to fool.
When he felt Hankyung’s arm around his body, he couldn’t stop himself to smile. “Hankyung?” he called. “Hmmm?” Hankyung answered sleepily. Obviously, he was already slept. “I think I love you,” said Heechul.
But all he got as an answer was Hankyung’s snoring.
If that's OK with you
***
I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
Heechul remembered it. It seems like just yesterday when it happened. He saw Hankyung went home with angry expression. Other member saw it too. Hankyung slammed himself on dining chair. Heechul walked toward Hankyung. “Yah! What’s wrong with you?” Heechul asked.
“Nothing,” said Hankyung. He buried his face to his arm. “Don’t tell me ‘nothing’! Come on, what’s wrong?” Heechul insisted. Hankyung sighed and looked up to Heechul. “Someone brought up THAT subject,” said Hankyung. Heechul shocked. He knew what Hankyung meant with THAT subject. Someone brought up Hankyung’s nationality. Heechul started furious.
“Who is that person?” asked Heechul with loud voice. All members started to pay attention to their conversation. “It’s alright. I’m over it,” said Hankyung, surprised with Heechul’s reaction. “No is not!! Tell me, who is this guy?” said Heechul angrily. Hankyung still dumbfounded. “Aish! Tell me now!” Heechul demanded. “Some kids from high school. There are five of them,” Hankyung finally answered.
Heechul immediately rushed out of the dorm, leaving Hankyung amazed. “Hankyung, is that true?” asked Leeteuk. Behind him, all members stand and looked concern. “Yes, it’s true. I never thought will hear it again,” Hankyung sighed. Suddenly, Shindong walked to the door, followed by other member. Leeteuk patted Hankyung’s shoulder and followed his dongsaengs.
Heechul walked, no he almost run, tried to find those high school group. He met Kangin who just arrived from his radio show. “Yah Kangin! Do you see a bunch of high school kid when you’re here?” asked Heechul. “Actually, yes. They went over there,” answered Kangin while pointing the direction. Heechul started to walk but stopped by Kangin. “Hyung, what’s wrong?” said Kangin. “Those little dickheads insulted Hankyung just now. I want to give them some lessons,” said Heechul and released Kangin’s hand from his arm.
Just like Kangin said, Heechul found the group and walked toward them. “Were you the morons that just insulted my Chinese friend?” asked Heechul. The kids stared at Heechul. One of them stepped to the front. “Yes. He deserved it! He doesn’t belong here, with you guys,” he said. Without a warning, Heechul hit him. That boy fell to the ground, while his other friends looked surprise. “Yah! What was that for?” asked the falling boy angrily. “You deserved it because you insulted my best friend!” said Heechul. Just before he started to hit the rest of the group, someone restrained him. Heechul looked back and saw Siwon hold him. Rest of the member approached the scene.
“If you want to live, I suggest you get out of here. Now!” said Siwon glared angrily to the five boys. The falling boy stand up, wiped the blood from his mouth. “Why were you defended him? He’s just a foreigner! We want to protect you from foreigners!” said the falling boy, followed by nodding from the other four. Heechul can’t stand it and tried hit him again. But Leeteuk stepped out and slap the boy.
“He’s not foreigner! He’s our friend, our brother. We don’t need such corrupting love from you. Whoever hurt him, that person will receive punishment from Super Junior. You got that?” said Leeteuk with angry voice. The kids stayed silently. “If you don’t want this to be reported to your family, school or even police, leave this place immediately and never come back. If we see you around here, I swear you will get more than just a slap!” Leeteuk said again. Those boys immediately ran and never look back.
Back in the dorm, Hankyung watched the TV with Kangin. When he heard the door opened, he immediately looked for Heechul. He’s been worried like hell. When he saw Heechul, he was glad. “Hankyung, don’t worry. We already taking care those punks. They won’t picked you again. Ever,” said Heechul. “You should’ve seen their face, hyung!” said Donghae excitedly. Other member started to tell Hankyung the details.
Heechul saw that scene. He couldn’t understand why some people hate Hankyung. He’s a nice person. But they didn’t see Hankyung the way Heechul see him.
“I kept my promise, don’t I? I won’t let anybody hurt you in Korea. They have to deal with me if they dare to mess up with you,” said Heechul in his mind. He joined the members to hugged Hankyung tightly.
***
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
Hankyung remember it clearly like it was yesterday. He went to talkshow in China, A Date With Luyu. He saw the video his fellow members made for his birthday. Although Hankyung was there when they made it, he felt excited watched it again on the show. Hankyung remembered the day when they made that clip with Kangin and Shindong
“Your presence is like a present from God for me,” said Heechul that day. Hankyung blushed instantly. It’s so rare hear those words from Heechul. Hankyung laced their fingers together and said, “Thank you.”
During the recording session, Hankyung never let go of Heechul’s hand. His eyes fixed to Heechul every time he spoke about him. After the recording session, Heechul dragged Hankyung to their room. Once they’re inside, Heechul locked the door and faced Hankyung.
“I’m gonna miss you,” muttered Heechul. He didn’t dare to look directly to Hankyung. “Come back soon, okay?” said Heechul again. Hankyung walked toward Heechul and cupped his face.
“Why don’t you come with me to China?” teased Hankyung. “Yah! You will go tomorrow. I didn’t have a ticket!” Heechul slapped his shoulder. He hugged Hankyung tightly. “So much I want to go with you, but I can’t. You know that,” said Heechul. “Why you want to go with me to China?” asked Hankyung while stroked his hair.
“To say thank you to your mother,” answered Heechul.
“Why?” asked Hankyung again.
Heechul released the hug. “Don’t you hear what I said earlier? You’re gift from God for me. I want to thank the woman who gave birth to you directly. Without her, the great Kim Heechul will never met his Hankyung,” said Heechul seriously. Hankyung chuckled and embrace the older man to his arm. “Thank you. I will tell that to my mother,” said Hankyung.
“Hankyung, will you miss me?” asked Heechul again. Hankyung released his hug and stared directly to Heechul’s eyes. Slowly, he kissed Heechul. The kiss was soft and full with love. Heechul surprised at first, but he responded to the kiss. They parted when they need to breath. They looked at each other’s eyes. “Was that answering your question?” asked Hankyung. Heechul hugged him back tightly and whispered, “Yes.”
Hankyung will never forget that day
***
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
Heechul just posted another Cyworld update. He put a picture and a poem. He sighed. It’s been 4 months since Hankyung left because of the lawsuit. He remembered the day when he read about Hankyung’s case. He was shocked, and withdrawn himself from any activities publicly. He locked himself in the dorm. Until he realized that his bandmates really care about him and he finally can move on.
But still, he felt the pain in his heart. Few days ago, he’s on his radio show. He read a message from listener. When he read the name, he startled for a moment. Heechul pretty sure that his listeners knew why he startled. Not to mention the video watchers from internet. The message is from Yeo Hankyung. He never said that name out loud, until that day. Hankyung, he missed him so much.
Heechul turned off his laptop and go to sleep. He’s pretty damn sure that tomorrow netizens around the world will comment at his entry. Heechul didn’t care. Through his cyworld he felt he can communicate with his beloved Chinese man.
As Heechul lie himself on the bed, he hugged himself. Gosh, he missed Hankyung’s arm around him. He missed the warmth from the other guy. He started to sob, and then he cried. He put his hand around his mouth, hoping that other member didn’t hear his sob. “Hankyung, wish you were here. I miss you”
In China,
Hankyung stared at his laptop. He felt his vision blurred. He stared at picture and poem in his laptop. Heechul’s newest entry in Cyworld. He can’t help it. He started to cry. He hugged himself and whispered, “I miss you too, Princess. Miss you so much.”
They didn’t know, even they were far from each other, they sent the warmest hug they can give. Suddenly, both of them felt familiar warmth. Warmth that they missed so much.
From Heechul in Korea, to Hankyung in China.
“Heechul?” said Hankyung abruptly sat. He looked around and saw nobody. But the warmth he just felt,,, It’s Heechul. He swear that Heechul just here, hug him tight. Hankyung stared on his laptop again. Heechul’s cyworld still on the screen. Hankyung stood up and walked to the window. He opened the window and whispered, “Heechul, I always love you.”
He hoped that the wind carried away his love to Heechul.
From Hankyung in China, to Heechul in Korea.
Heechul sat on his bed. He stared blankly to the empty bed across him. He couldn’t believe it. Did he just felt Hankyung hug him? Because that warmth belongs to Hankyung only. He couldn’t wrong. He hugged himself, tried to feel the warmth again. Heechul felt it. The warmth still there.
Suddenly, he jerked his head to the window. He stood up and tried to open the window as fast as he can. When he finally opened it, he felt the breeze of the night wind. Heechul closed his eyes. He heard Hankyung’s voice in the wind. He slowly opened his eyes and whispered, “I love you, too. Always love you, my handsome prince.”
Heechul pretty sure that the wind will took his words to Hankyung.
***
If that's OK with you
“Hankyung, as long as you love me, I will wait for you. I’m okay with that.”
Heechul typed that words in his cellphone. He read it again and smiled. He pressed SEND.
If that's OK with you
Hankyung’s phone buzzed. He quickly opened it and read the message. Hankyung smiled and typed the reply.
“Heechul, be patient and please be strong for me. I will come back to you. I promise.”
Hankyung pressed SEND. As long as Heechul loved him, he’s pretty sure that he’s gonna be alright during the whole process.