Things are better

Feb 27, 2005 19:12

I talked to my mom and she doesnt really care, cause i told her and i was all open and forward about the whole thing, so that is awesome i feel alot better and not stressed out now.

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tututapdance February 28 2005, 04:12:41 UTC
your mood icon looks as if some man's head has just popped out of a bundt cake. That would not make ME giddy. That would freak me out.

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tensorsix February 28 2005, 04:18:47 UTC
yeah, it just looks kinda weird to me, mostly i just cant focus right now and the only thing i could come up with is azalea

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tututapdance February 28 2005, 04:21:18 UTC
she hates me. it sucks because i dont even know her.

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tensorsix February 28 2005, 04:25:59 UTC
lame, i didnt mean to type that, i meant to type that the only mood i could come up with that seems close to my current one is "giddy" but i am talking to her and i accidently wrote her name

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tututapdance February 28 2005, 04:28:04 UTC
haha I figured. But yeah, whatev. I've never actually gotten the chance to talk to you. We'll have to hang out sometime.

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tensorsix February 28 2005, 04:38:10 UTC
well if we ever stop beign all sick or in a different state and practice again you could come hang out during that

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tututapdance February 28 2005, 04:40:08 UTC
...maybe. I don't know if Max would want me there, and same with like, Cassidy. Because Cassidy isn't too chill with me either. Fuck, nobody is.

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tensorsix February 28 2005, 05:05:02 UTC
hmm yeah, i guess we don't usually have visitors during practice cause like it can make the attention not be on playing music

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tututapdance February 28 2005, 05:14:10 UTC
Understandable. Yet people always seem to be there?

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ch010 February 28 2005, 05:21:56 UTC
it's because we cant help but love humans in their humanity, however hard we try not to.
i just get nervous playing in front of non-face-eaters.

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tututapdance February 28 2005, 05:25:30 UTC
Cassidy?

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tensorsix February 28 2005, 05:31:28 UTC
yeah that is cassidy, and that two, we all get kinda self concious about playing at practice in front of non band peoples

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tututapdance February 28 2005, 05:36:55 UTC
Awkward. I like it how I say things and then feel really weird because I have expressed a feeling about someone and then the person saw it. But I totally understand about the whole self-consiousness, when I played in bands etc. I had the worst fucking stage fright/shyness ever.

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tensorsix February 28 2005, 05:52:46 UTC
yeah stage fright casues me to forget how to hit strings and mostly just not play the first measure of the first song we play

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tututapdance February 28 2005, 05:56:25 UTC
I totally remember that, only like, with the trombone and whenever I did percussion in parades etc.

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tensorsix February 28 2005, 06:05:08 UTC
yeah, stage fright is shitty

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