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My roommates had a crappy time at the Greenwich Village parade. I can't honestly say that I feel bad.
Lately, I'm just wandering around in a big haze of "I Don't Care". I don't care if my roommates want me around, and I fully plan on taking advantage of how I get our room to myself for hours on end. I don't care if I'm part of their group, because I've got my own, and even if most of them are in college right now, they're still my group and they're a thousand times better than my roommates are. And I don't care if I spend yet another weekend on SJU campus doing nothing but homework and errands and sleeping. I'm not gonna let it bug me.
It was funny: last night (and this night), my roommates both had this big thing where they got all their friends together to go to dinner. When they got back, I left (I'm kind of trying to avoid them a little) to go eat by myself. When I got there and sat down, Ramya and her suitemates showed up at the dining hall, and once they got their food, Ramya made a point of sitting at my table. And even better, I got to chat and have normal conversations with them, and we laughed over jokes and had a good time. And once again, I was struck by how much nicer that was than when I chat with my roommates (whom I think may be deliberately ignoring me when I talk, but I can't say for sure).
I gotta talk to Ramya more. She's always been nice, and I know she's a good person, and I like hanging with her and her roommates more than I like hanging with my own.
Rooommates are back. Signing off!
Lately, I'm just wandering around in a big haze of "I Don't Care". I don't care if my roommates want me around, and I fully plan on taking advantage of how I get our room to myself for hours on end. I don't care if I'm part of their group, because I've got my own, and even if most of them are in college right now, they're still my group and they're a thousand times better than my roommates are. And I don't care if I spend yet another weekend on SJU campus doing nothing but homework and errands and sleeping. I'm not gonna let it bug me.
It was funny: last night (and this night), my roommates both had this big thing where they got all their friends together to go to dinner. When they got back, I left (I'm kind of trying to avoid them a little) to go eat by myself. When I got there and sat down, Ramya and her suitemates showed up at the dining hall, and once they got their food, Ramya made a point of sitting at my table. And even better, I got to chat and have normal conversations with them, and we laughed over jokes and had a good time. And once again, I was struck by how much nicer that was than when I chat with my roommates (whom I think may be deliberately ignoring me when I talk, but I can't say for sure).
I gotta talk to Ramya more. She's always been nice, and I know she's a good person, and I like hanging with her and her roommates more than I like hanging with my own.
Rooommates are back. Signing off!