I hate how u make me feel
I hate how every time something goes south you fall back and make me feel like it's my fault, that I am a failure. I hate how my nervous system will work against me and I feel my troat work up and makes me feel sick. I wanna throw up, scream, cry and run fast and far far away. I feel raw. I hate feeling the responsability I have carry on my shoulders from the very first moment you put it there. I try to do close up my feelings so I can keep up with this.
But I won't let you win. If you can't take care of these family the way you are suppouse to then I will do it.
Fuck you
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