Craving Coral
Random title! Hee its the nail polish mommy bought me this last holidays.
Gaah I miss home! There's no place like it, especially if the alternative constitutes being stuck in Jogja. I had lots of fun the past week, and I don't wanna leave it behind!
We had soo much fun cooking and playing cards and even playing all those weird drinking games (LOL thanks to Kristine ahahah) I didn't want it to end! Coming to think about it, Kristine and I are kind of really alike, just that she's a bit quieter LOL I'm probably so noisy cuz it comes with being Indian xD We get along really well and I feel so comfortable around her :) I know I can tell her anything like how I tell Kero-cchi and Meg and Hotaru-chan and I know she won't mind.
and gaaah the two of them are so so cute together! I'm glad I could see them together cuz it gives me so much hope, that someday I'll have a love like that as well. I didn't think such things really existed till I saw them I guess. They're so awesomely happy together and I'm so happy for them. No one I know deserves this more than you two :D Goes to show that if it's meant to be, it WILL happen, no matter how odd the circumstances ;p
Thinking about all this has made me reconsider everything that is going on here right now as well. I know he's not going to be anything more, but I guess I'll let myself be a girl and have a crush on a cute boy for a while longer. It's not going to go anywhere since its so amazingly one-sided (as usual, and I'm starting to think I'm doing this on purpose) but I guess I can let myself be human for once. Its okay because I know it can't be anything more and so I know I won't end up feeling hurt.
For now tho, imma focus on being a bunny! :DD
Gaah I miss home! There's no place like it, especially if the alternative constitutes being stuck in Jogja. I had lots of fun the past week, and I don't wanna leave it behind!
We had soo much fun cooking and playing cards and even playing all those weird drinking games (LOL thanks to Kristine ahahah) I didn't want it to end! Coming to think about it, Kristine and I are kind of really alike, just that she's a bit quieter LOL I'm probably so noisy cuz it comes with being Indian xD We get along really well and I feel so comfortable around her :) I know I can tell her anything like how I tell Kero-cchi and Meg and Hotaru-chan and I know she won't mind.
and gaaah the two of them are so so cute together! I'm glad I could see them together cuz it gives me so much hope, that someday I'll have a love like that as well. I didn't think such things really existed till I saw them I guess. They're so awesomely happy together and I'm so happy for them. No one I know deserves this more than you two :D Goes to show that if it's meant to be, it WILL happen, no matter how odd the circumstances ;p
Thinking about all this has made me reconsider everything that is going on here right now as well. I know he's not going to be anything more, but I guess I'll let myself be a girl and have a crush on a cute boy for a while longer. It's not going to go anywhere since its so amazingly one-sided (as usual, and I'm starting to think I'm doing this on purpose) but I guess I can let myself be human for once. Its okay because I know it can't be anything more and so I know I won't end up feeling hurt.
For now tho, imma focus on being a bunny! :DD