It's Safe To Write Here
I knew all those weird dreams I was having meant something. I dream about my ex-boyfriend for like 3 weeks & then he adds me as a friend on Facebook. I have no idea what I should do. I would like to talk to him as an adult. I'm concerned about his mother & I'd like to make sure he's doing ok for himself. My best friend knows how many times I debated on calling him. She even offered to do it for me, ask how his mom was & then hang up quickly. But that's not cool. It's been like 2 and a half years since I last spoke to him & our last conversation was... How do you say... Misleading. I still need to apologize for it.
On the other hand, my husband would totally freak out if I started talking to him again. I left him for my husband, so he's the last threat my husband had. He never liked that I maintained a relationship with my ex. Mainly because my ex kept thinking that my husband was just a phase & that we would get back together. I'm friends with many of my exs and none of them act like that.
So I'm not sure what I should do. I'm totally freaking out here, for two reasons. One is that all those dreams did mean something and I wasn't just being paranoid. Two is that if I even think of accepting his friend invite, I do have to talk about it with my husband. But I don't know where that will go.
/panic
/flail
On the other hand, my husband would totally freak out if I started talking to him again. I left him for my husband, so he's the last threat my husband had. He never liked that I maintained a relationship with my ex. Mainly because my ex kept thinking that my husband was just a phase & that we would get back together. I'm friends with many of my exs and none of them act like that.
So I'm not sure what I should do. I'm totally freaking out here, for two reasons. One is that all those dreams did mean something and I wasn't just being paranoid. Two is that if I even think of accepting his friend invite, I do have to talk about it with my husband. But I don't know where that will go.
/panic
/flail