Stuck.
Private
Hooked up to a drip and caged in my own room. I forgot how scary Yukimura can be. I should feel lucky I can even access my laptop.
The checkup was bullshit. Doctor said I'm almost underweight (I'm not bone-heavy, sue me) and that I have malnutrition. Malnutrition. What the hell? When I told him there was no way in hell I was staying in the damn hospital he sent the drip back with me because he 'was told' that I'm bulimic.
The hell does he know. God, I hate this.
So now I'm stuck in the room with Tezuka and Yukimura taking turns to babysit me. When they're not there, Sanada is practically outside my door. ...I'd laugh at my predicament. But I'm so angry I'm biting my tongue.
I miss Kevin so much that I can't even look at Yukimura and Tezuka without feeling like they should be completely miserable, like I am.
Fuck.
Yukimura, Tezuka, Sanada, Jackal
Do I get to go out for walks, at least? I'll wheel the drip if I have to.
And... I already told Tezuka this, but - please don't tell Kevin even if he asks. I look pathetic right now.
Kevin
Hey. The flu got worse. I'm contagious, so... it's better if you stay away from me for awhile. Call if you need me, okay?
I miss you.