Sickened.
I hope this whole ordeal is resolved because it's the last time I'm going to worry about it. The ordeal I'm referring to is with Tony/Danielle/Kris. Tony, Kris, IV and I all went to the park and took a walk. We all talked and I don't know what sort of ground was covered between Kris and Tony. The lesson has been learned, and they know how each of them feel about each other, I think. I tried not to take in too much of each person's stories because I'm so confused by all of the circumstances that I never heard before.
The weekend has been exhausting already, filled with arguments with so many people and not enough relaxing. So now I'll be relaxing and reading. I wrote a lot today and tonight. I typed some of it and wrote some stuff down. Just stuff I want to look at years into the future, to see how much I've changed.
My Fire Certificate came in the mail today. I made photocopies and now they're sitting on my desk. This means monday I'll be giving a copy to Chief Crowell and that means hopefully I'll be getting the job he said I'd get. Everything was pending on that certificate, and the damn thing took like six weeks to be shipped. >8[
As the day has progressed I've become more personable and I'm back to my normal self, for better or for worse. :P I haven't played FFXI at all these past few days, and I really don't have the desire to. Strange, eh?
I'm happy for people like Michale and Jennifer. I've never seen anything work like they're working. Michale saves all of his money to go see her. Reminds me of myself, except he doesn't require as much. Either way, it's comforting to see a long distance relationship working so well. It's encouraging.
In reference to the first paragraph, Kris finally came out with his thoughts, and I'm glad. I think everyone breathed a sigh of relief because it surely let a lot of pressure off of Kris.
Looking back at my entry this morning I think I can establish that I over-react sometimes. Funny, about an hour after the smoke cleared I told myself "It'll all be fine. We'll be fine."
And on a totally unrelated note:
Am I the only one in the world who thinks Diet Coke tastes good?
I definitely don't drink it to watch my weight. I drink it because I can't burp. No really, burping for me is an impossibility. So I stray away from stuff that makes me feel bloaty when I drink it. Coke, Pepsi, Dr. pepper, beer .. well, working on that one.
It's not a matter of having the ability to quit or not, it's a matter of not letting friends tempt me. Last night I could have drank, and I didn't. I came home instead. I still have two 40's sitting in Johnny's fridge. Let them rot!
I could really go for a shower right now.
The weekend has been exhausting already, filled with arguments with so many people and not enough relaxing. So now I'll be relaxing and reading. I wrote a lot today and tonight. I typed some of it and wrote some stuff down. Just stuff I want to look at years into the future, to see how much I've changed.
My Fire Certificate came in the mail today. I made photocopies and now they're sitting on my desk. This means monday I'll be giving a copy to Chief Crowell and that means hopefully I'll be getting the job he said I'd get. Everything was pending on that certificate, and the damn thing took like six weeks to be shipped. >8[
As the day has progressed I've become more personable and I'm back to my normal self, for better or for worse. :P I haven't played FFXI at all these past few days, and I really don't have the desire to. Strange, eh?
I'm happy for people like Michale and Jennifer. I've never seen anything work like they're working. Michale saves all of his money to go see her. Reminds me of myself, except he doesn't require as much. Either way, it's comforting to see a long distance relationship working so well. It's encouraging.
In reference to the first paragraph, Kris finally came out with his thoughts, and I'm glad. I think everyone breathed a sigh of relief because it surely let a lot of pressure off of Kris.
Looking back at my entry this morning I think I can establish that I over-react sometimes. Funny, about an hour after the smoke cleared I told myself "It'll all be fine. We'll be fine."
And on a totally unrelated note:
Am I the only one in the world who thinks Diet Coke tastes good?
I definitely don't drink it to watch my weight. I drink it because I can't burp. No really, burping for me is an impossibility. So I stray away from stuff that makes me feel bloaty when I drink it. Coke, Pepsi, Dr. pepper, beer .. well, working on that one.
It's not a matter of having the ability to quit or not, it's a matter of not letting friends tempt me. Last night I could have drank, and I didn't. I came home instead. I still have two 40's sitting in Johnny's fridge. Let them rot!
I could really go for a shower right now.