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I have been in the hospital for nearly a month, but they're letting me check out tomorrow. This means paying the Main House a visit. It has been a long time since I've felt this kind of dread. In the past, visiting the Main House was a formality that I invested no emotion in. I already knew where I stood with them. I hated them with every ounce of my being, for being the ones who forced my father to his death. Hatred is a simple emotion, you know. It offers its bearer a wonderful peace of mind.
I wish I could still hate them. After all that has happened, feeling hatred towards them is impossible. The truth complicates everything. Even Hinata-sama, whom I would not have hesitated to kill...now I realize she is just a girl. It's a mystery to me how I could have hated a girl like that so much.
Well, in any case, the visit is unavoidable. I am, after all, still a Hyuuga.
I wish I could still hate them. After all that has happened, feeling hatred towards them is impossible. The truth complicates everything. Even Hinata-sama, whom I would not have hesitated to kill...now I realize she is just a girl. It's a mystery to me how I could have hated a girl like that so much.
Well, in any case, the visit is unavoidable. I am, after all, still a Hyuuga.