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May 16, 2009 10:44

My photography class is going very well. Though I seem to have attracted some unwanted attention from my senpai there. ^_^ I'm sure they're only curious about me.

My first assignment is something I shall take care of over the weekend. But I need some help. And I think I know the perfect assistant. ^_^ Kiraku-kun. You and Akuma, would you like to join me this weekend for a short photo shoot. I have an idea you may be interested in.

Did I know the extent of Yuuta's problem with me? I know there were signs, did I ignore them? It's been two days now and it has been all I can think about. I wanted to believe so much that I was wrong, to be proven right raises too many other questions to my mind.

And problems. The main being; how do I fix this. I think, in this instance, my involvement will compound the problem and make it worse. As much as I dislike the idea, I think it best to give my brother space now.

I said some things to him. Things... I only hope he will understand.

But it's my turn to understand too. I have to understand just how Yuuta could have gotten this bad without my knowing. I have to know just why... he holds such hatred, and such a skewed view of the past and myself. I have to know there were no outside forces involved in this... Maybe it's time I spoke to him.

private, akuma, kiraku-kun, photography

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