Sep 20, 2007 23:26
Time goes way too fast; I'm leaving for England TOMORROW and I think the panic attack I've been waiting for for the last few weeks is about to happen... It's not really a big move, it's only England and I know England... been there lots of times and I like it there. And I've prepared all the practical stuff, so I should be set to go tomorrow. But still, I feel like I have no control over anything anymore, the time just kind of flew away and I haven't even had time to meet all my friends to say goodbye T_T Well, I'll deal with that later... I'm so tired from packing all day. Or maybe I'm just tired. I don't wanna think about what to pack anymore, I don't wanna worry about my new flatmates, I just want to stop thinking about everything. And it'd be nice if I could sleep without nightmares too. Well, wishful thinking never hurt anyone...
And just to add a bit to this self-pity mood I've got going here, Genki's photobook and DVD are late and wont arrive until next week T_T Forgive me while I curl up and die weep...
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