Jun 11, 2005 23:40
so for the past couple of days i have been at my dads house watching star wars. i fucking love darth vadar. fuck being good. dark side is the way to go. and those storm troopers...oh man!
i just found a cigarette on the floor and today is my lucky day! i found a shirt that FITS MY BOOBS! fucking finally. and i got 60 bucks from my dad for grades and my hair is doing what its supose to and i feel great!
in 2 days i will be at kellie's hopefully doing the one thing i cant get enough of. Party, till my fucking head is spinning into another world and i cant feel my feet and i dont even care that i dont have my shirt on. too bad thats only happened once.
i have the best luck at meeting guys at the worst time... like at a gas station in a skirt and tanktop with sand in my hair and no deodorant (hopefully he didnt know)...no make up and trippin over myself.
and then the other time when i was at a gas station, again, getting a pepsi for the road to my uncles funeral. and this one was the cutest guy who ever stared at me...but i had to leave...to cry my eyes out...well thats the luck. god i suck. haha i rymed. haha i cant spell.
The Drummers of My Life:
1) Brandon Saller
2) Derek Grant
3) Daniel Davison
4) Steve Bache
5) Adam Carson
6) Pat Thetic
maybe its the way they look or how fast they play...but they are fucking hot!!!
"Mercy Me"
Its been a long day living with this
Its been a long time since i felt so sick
I took walk straight back home
I couldve walked back to San Francisco
I used to long for time alone
I used to long for a place of my own
Now Im losing faith in everything
Im lost, so lost, Im lost at sea you see
Im lost, so lost, im lost without you
I used to long for broken bones
I used to long for a casket to call my own
I never had a problem facing fear
But Im done, over and out my dear
and
Oh, mercy me, god bless catastrophe
cause theres no way in hell
we'll ever live to see through this
so
drive yourself insane tonight
Its not that far away and I just
filled up your tank earlier today...
now i must depart...and i guess i will come back later...maybe..