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finally, summer's almost here! only 3 days...well, technically 1 day and two half-ish days....
i'm excited for summer....but i'll be soo busy...but the fun kind of busy...
ugh....don't you ever get the feeling you're the one person no one likes? like i mean, ALWAYS being left out and everything....am i really that annoying? be truthful...cuz i'm starting to feel like i am....none of my friends ever call just to be like "hey, lets hang out!" or just to talk...heck, my one friend who used to be my best friend since 3rd grade doesn't even know my phone number, and i think she only talks to me because she feels sorry for me....thats one good part of summer, people can leave me out as much as they want to (because i know CERTAIN people will, ya know, the ones i "thought" were my friends, but i'm starting to think otherwise) but yeah, feel free to leave me out because i won't even wanna hang out w/ you at all...besides i'll be too busy so if you do ask me i'll just turn you down!
seriously, though...am i that annoying? that stupid? what is it that causes me to have no friends?!?!?!? or at least, what causes my "friends" not to ever include me? at least i still have the few who love me....the ones i never see are the ones who actually remember me (sometimes)
i'm excited for summer....but i'll be soo busy...but the fun kind of busy...
ugh....don't you ever get the feeling you're the one person no one likes? like i mean, ALWAYS being left out and everything....am i really that annoying? be truthful...cuz i'm starting to feel like i am....none of my friends ever call just to be like "hey, lets hang out!" or just to talk...heck, my one friend who used to be my best friend since 3rd grade doesn't even know my phone number, and i think she only talks to me because she feels sorry for me....thats one good part of summer, people can leave me out as much as they want to (because i know CERTAIN people will, ya know, the ones i "thought" were my friends, but i'm starting to think otherwise) but yeah, feel free to leave me out because i won't even wanna hang out w/ you at all...besides i'll be too busy so if you do ask me i'll just turn you down!
seriously, though...am i that annoying? that stupid? what is it that causes me to have no friends?!?!?!? or at least, what causes my "friends" not to ever include me? at least i still have the few who love me....the ones i never see are the ones who actually remember me (sometimes)