shit.
Four job related opportunities fell through this week
- The IT dept at the Radiology place is not hiring
right now (despite what I was told earlier)
- The 'wonderful' IT recruiter Kathy told me about
hasn't responded to my emails, and is for all
purposes nonexistent
- I missed a meeting with an HR rep from Good Year
thinking the meeting wasn't until this coming week.
-There was also the Job Conference in Columbus today,
that most obviously I didn't go to.
I went to the Theatre today to tell the TD that I wont be really be working for them this semester on account of my IS. Effectively ending two of my three positions there.
I also found out this past week that I have four weeks to finish my IS, or rather there are five weeks left between now and Spring Break, and that last week is for final revisions. So the big question is can I finish it in four weeks - yes, but it requires a motivation I currently lack (ala. everything this post is about).
Meanwhile Erin is the the middle of the second pledging week for her Sorority. All Greek pledging was suspended this past week on account of hazing among several of the groups. Pledging was supposed to culminate this weekend, but now - who knows. This was the weekend I was going to be able to spend with Erin to talk about a lot of things I've been trying to bring up about our relationship.
Actually, I have been frustrated at myself lately for my inability to talk Erin about a number of things. I've been fighting with this frustration over the last month and only recently have I been able to say anything at all. And now finally being in a place where I can openly talk about it, I don't have the opportunity to.
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I have to turn myself around this weekend. I won't iterate to myself what will happen if I can or can't lift my mood back up as I don't think that will lead to anything productive But I am going to start by heading off to bed now .. at 7:30pm. In the morning I will get up early, take a long shower, do my laundry and write a second post about the things that are going my way.
Just need to tell myself it's just been a bad week.
- The IT dept at the Radiology place is not hiring
right now (despite what I was told earlier)
- The 'wonderful' IT recruiter Kathy told me about
hasn't responded to my emails, and is for all
purposes nonexistent
- I missed a meeting with an HR rep from Good Year
thinking the meeting wasn't until this coming week.
-There was also the Job Conference in Columbus today,
that most obviously I didn't go to.
I went to the Theatre today to tell the TD that I wont be really be working for them this semester on account of my IS. Effectively ending two of my three positions there.
I also found out this past week that I have four weeks to finish my IS, or rather there are five weeks left between now and Spring Break, and that last week is for final revisions. So the big question is can I finish it in four weeks - yes, but it requires a motivation I currently lack (ala. everything this post is about).
Meanwhile Erin is the the middle of the second pledging week for her Sorority. All Greek pledging was suspended this past week on account of hazing among several of the groups. Pledging was supposed to culminate this weekend, but now - who knows. This was the weekend I was going to be able to spend with Erin to talk about a lot of things I've been trying to bring up about our relationship.
Actually, I have been frustrated at myself lately for my inability to talk Erin about a number of things. I've been fighting with this frustration over the last month and only recently have I been able to say anything at all. And now finally being in a place where I can openly talk about it, I don't have the opportunity to.
-
I have to turn myself around this weekend. I won't iterate to myself what will happen if I can or can't lift my mood back up as I don't think that will lead to anything productive But I am going to start by heading off to bed now .. at 7:30pm. In the morning I will get up early, take a long shower, do my laundry and write a second post about the things that are going my way.
Just need to tell myself it's just been a bad week.