and this is how i call him asshole

[tennysonslady]

he has proven time and again that he's an asshole. from every fucking thing he said to me that made me feel smaller and less of who i was, to every single comment he would make to his friends today.

and i keep on telling myself not to think he's an asshole because it would be better to be friends.

well... here is my release.

for his latest manipulative contortion of what happened only because he couldn't get what he wanted.

---, this is for you. i just pity you because i know you don't have the intellectual capacity to understand, you freak.

I will burn you
Like the smoldering edges of tissue
You will vanish
Leave trace ashes like you were
Never even there

I will blow you
Away
Like nothing
Nothing that touched me
Never been there

And you will die
In my head long gone
In my heart not even the whisper of a scar
And you will die

You kill yourself with every word
Whisper far from me
Far from me but so close to my ear
I shiver
Your breath is ice