Oct 17, 2001 12:27
I'm in psychology class right now. I finished all my work and we have a sub so i decided to write in my journal. I am really stressed out about something. Well not really, just kind of tired of some people's blind opinion. I have been asking for opinions so i cannot say i'm mad at everyone telling me their opinion, but some of these people just give their opinion due to likes and dislikes. I know the concequences of situations and i also know the benefits. My best friend drew makes a very good point on the subject. i appreciate his insight because he backs it up with an explanation. Just telling me without reasoning gets annoying after awhile. Im just about to the point where i know what i want and i know what i'm gonna do. Some people may be "mad" that im making this decision. Oh well... it's my life and i can do what i want. If i end up depressed or pissed about anything then i dont expect your support. I dont know. i am confused about the whole situation but oh well. it's just making my life more interesting. and that's always a plus. i could go and hide from everything i think could hurt me in the end, but then my life would be BORING AS ALL FUCK. there is no fun in that. i'll take a lil bit of emotion with my life thank you very much.
Well i also had a job interview yesterday. The starting position is gay and the pay will suck at first but i believe that if i stay with it by next year it may get better... a lot better. or so the co op director says. I NEED MONEY THOUGH. so i think i'll go and start it up with these people in the gay position. hopefully by next year i'll have a lot of raises and a lot better of a position. you cant start on the top.