Love
For many years we have heard the word love and the ridiculous effect it has upon people.
Love can kill, love can heal, and "All you need is love".
Ever since I was younger I've always been a person who thinks about what happened today and what people have said or done to me.
Laying there in my most vulnerable and comfort moments in my bedroom or just in my alone time and my mind begins to wonder about things that people have said and done upon interacting with them. Moments like this is when I truly believe that I have fallen in love with those who surrounds me with their personality that they carry in this world.
But the down side from doing this is when I've experienced an awful time from what someone had done or said. It can lead to hate, anger and the cravings for revenge. I'll be honest I love thinking about someone who is an asshole and who I would love to see to be put in their place; but I know it's not going to lead me nowhere if I act upon these feelings. For they only lead me to my own self destruction and adds more hate that I have towards people (though I do believe that most people in this world sucks lol) and it will eventually leave me with nothing but to love myself even more and become a self-centered conceited asshole who thinks that nothing will ever go right with me and starts to blame other people for everything that goes wrong thus turning me into a hypocrite that I hate about when I think at my most comfortable state.
What do I do then if I don't act upon these feelings of hate, anger and revenge?
I myself believe that you can't keep it bottled up inside so I find ways to channel this negative energy into something. I play the guitar and I sing. Singing is a form of meditation.
I write poetry I also play puzzle video games to keep my mind off things.
"Music is meditation if it is sung soulfully by good singers or even sung badly by singers with soulful hearts." - Sri Chinmoy
PERSONALLY, I've realized that I fall in love with every new people I met and spent my time with them. Now I know it sounds a little weird just to say that I fall IN LOVE with a lot of people but in my life there's a difference between falling IN LOVE and falling for TRUE LOVE... but that's a whole different story. :)
I don't know why I started writing this.
Love can kill, love can heal, and "All you need is love".
Ever since I was younger I've always been a person who thinks about what happened today and what people have said or done to me.
Laying there in my most vulnerable and comfort moments in my bedroom or just in my alone time and my mind begins to wonder about things that people have said and done upon interacting with them. Moments like this is when I truly believe that I have fallen in love with those who surrounds me with their personality that they carry in this world.
But the down side from doing this is when I've experienced an awful time from what someone had done or said. It can lead to hate, anger and the cravings for revenge. I'll be honest I love thinking about someone who is an asshole and who I would love to see to be put in their place; but I know it's not going to lead me nowhere if I act upon these feelings. For they only lead me to my own self destruction and adds more hate that I have towards people (though I do believe that most people in this world sucks lol) and it will eventually leave me with nothing but to love myself even more and become a self-centered conceited asshole who thinks that nothing will ever go right with me and starts to blame other people for everything that goes wrong thus turning me into a hypocrite that I hate about when I think at my most comfortable state.
What do I do then if I don't act upon these feelings of hate, anger and revenge?
I myself believe that you can't keep it bottled up inside so I find ways to channel this negative energy into something. I play the guitar and I sing. Singing is a form of meditation.
I write poetry I also play puzzle video games to keep my mind off things.
"Music is meditation if it is sung soulfully by good singers or even sung badly by singers with soulful hearts." - Sri Chinmoy
PERSONALLY, I've realized that I fall in love with every new people I met and spent my time with them. Now I know it sounds a little weird just to say that I fall IN LOVE with a lot of people but in my life there's a difference between falling IN LOVE and falling for TRUE LOVE... but that's a whole different story. :)
I don't know why I started writing this.