Wow
Its been a long time since Ive written in this.
I think that B and I are going to break up soon. It hard being in a long distance relationship. I won't get to see him untill the end of Christmas break and then it will only be for a few days. Then I wont get to see him untill graduation, and thats not even for sure. Then after summer I'll be going to IU bloomington, and he'll still be in SOuth Dakota for the next 4 years, and he's going to want to be where ever his dad is and I dont want to spend the rest of my life chasing his past. I want to go to college and have fun and get an education then graduate and get married, and then decided with my husband where I want to live, I dont want those descions to be made by his dad. maybe im reading too much into it but hes not putting any work into this relationship and im cant go on like this. he only calls me once a day and we dont ever talk on the weekend cause he doesnt see why we need to. hes made himself this whole new life in SOuth Dakota and nobody besides his dad even knows that I exist. he leaves his phone at home so when I call him and hes out with friends or whatever he doesnt have to pick up, he goes to parties on the weekend and tells me that it would be rude of him to talk to him while hes there....i dont want to spend my whole senior year crying myself to sleep over a guy who turned me into an option. he wont even consider comming home for prom, ive made so many reasons why for him, and im tired of that.
I think that B and I are going to break up soon. It hard being in a long distance relationship. I won't get to see him untill the end of Christmas break and then it will only be for a few days. Then I wont get to see him untill graduation, and thats not even for sure. Then after summer I'll be going to IU bloomington, and he'll still be in SOuth Dakota for the next 4 years, and he's going to want to be where ever his dad is and I dont want to spend the rest of my life chasing his past. I want to go to college and have fun and get an education then graduate and get married, and then decided with my husband where I want to live, I dont want those descions to be made by his dad. maybe im reading too much into it but hes not putting any work into this relationship and im cant go on like this. he only calls me once a day and we dont ever talk on the weekend cause he doesnt see why we need to. hes made himself this whole new life in SOuth Dakota and nobody besides his dad even knows that I exist. he leaves his phone at home so when I call him and hes out with friends or whatever he doesnt have to pick up, he goes to parties on the weekend and tells me that it would be rude of him to talk to him while hes there....i dont want to spend my whole senior year crying myself to sleep over a guy who turned me into an option. he wont even consider comming home for prom, ive made so many reasons why for him, and im tired of that.