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I'm going to listen to Kristie cause she loves me....... but yeah this is my journal and if I want to spill my heart I will......cause I can....
I love him and despite everythign I want him to love me, even though he's made it clear that he doesn't....I love him....and despite everything I want him and me to be okay.....but i dont know it we are going to be.....I hate not knowing how he feels, I hate people not thinking that me and him are going out....I hate that brian carver noticed that Stephen doesnt really hug me.....I hate that no matter how many times I open my heart to him,he just pushes me away even more.......I hate that I talk to other boys more then I talk to him.....and I hate that he's the only boy to ever make my heart beat slower and faster at the same time and he doesnt act like he cares......
I remember when me and him went bowling, and he looked at me, and I could tell that he loved me, and I remember the first time he told me that he loved me to my face.....I really believed that he loved me.....and I remember when he called and took it all back, I remember wishing that it would all just go away and that me and him would be okay....the only thing is I'm still wishing.......
_*Candace*_
I love him and despite everythign I want him to love me, even though he's made it clear that he doesn't....I love him....and despite everything I want him and me to be okay.....but i dont know it we are going to be.....I hate not knowing how he feels, I hate people not thinking that me and him are going out....I hate that brian carver noticed that Stephen doesnt really hug me.....I hate that no matter how many times I open my heart to him,he just pushes me away even more.......I hate that I talk to other boys more then I talk to him.....and I hate that he's the only boy to ever make my heart beat slower and faster at the same time and he doesnt act like he cares......
I remember when me and him went bowling, and he looked at me, and I could tell that he loved me, and I remember the first time he told me that he loved me to my face.....I really believed that he loved me.....and I remember when he called and took it all back, I remember wishing that it would all just go away and that me and him would be okay....the only thing is I'm still wishing.......
_*Candace*_