Awkardness of America
Yesterday did absolutely nothing went to michael's with natalie to get some stuff she had to do for here sorority. Then at like 7 I went to Anna's to go to the girls basketball game with her. Their neighborhood already has christmas lights up.It made me so happy. Well the girls lost but it wasn't really their fault the refs were awful as usually and lets just say they played a defense that just wasn't working way to long. Coach's fault. Well they did good jv was put in at like 4 minutes left in the game they did really well to. Then afterwards we all went to eat at wendys that's always fun with all of us. We had some interesting conversations. They all wanted to know about my little situation and I was like it's not up to me anymore the ball is so in the other court now. It's all on that person. I'm not talking to them unless they talk to me first or until they make a decision I guess. I'm really confused about the whole things. Well their were some people at the game that just made me feel acquired they sat like to rows behind me and I was just all weirded out about it. I shouldn't have been but I guess it was just weird them being there and someone not being there and then all the stuff that's going on between me and someone I know they know but whatever. I guess it just felt a little awkward I didn't really know if I should talk to them or not if I should smile or something like that but one of them ended up coming up to me and saying hello and stuff. But all in all last night was good probably one of the first nights that felt normal hanging out with them after all that's happened and all the drama the past couple of months. I'm just glad to have my best friends back. I like it like this and that's all that matters it to know that their always here for you know matter what. But I guess that's all the girls play at 3 today but I don't know if I can go because the guys play at like 5 or 5:30 I think and I'm gonna go to the guys. Well hope everyone is having a wonderful thanksgiving break. See you all soon!!!