meh
so im watching a tv show where the kid in it might have cancer and it made me think about when i found out about my mom having cancer...and how i almost lost her...i dont know what i would do it without her i love my mommy...i dont know why im thinking about this but i dunno thinking about doctors and how you should always get a second opinion if you gut tells you not to trust them because your guts usually right and thats what saved my mothers life. i really am just i dunno felling a little wierd right now and syd made me promise to use this and so im usuing it as a diary of thoughts that im comfortable sharing...im done now