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Mar 12, 2005 14:40

You don't realize how much you miss having a boy in your life until you actually have one. You know that amazing feeling that you get in the pit of your stomach when they hold your hand or give you a hug? I love that feeling. It is a mix of nerves and happiness. I think that is the best part. I don't know what will come of this, but we talk about everything, from serious things to telling each other dumb stories that we think are funny. I haven't felt this special in forever! I know that its pretty shallow that only having a boy in my life can make me feel special, but it is. I don't know why. So many things were going wrong before and now everything feels so right. I can't wait until I get to see him again!

I just got back from the SAT's and they were really boring. Thats all I have to say about that....

I also just got back from Target with my mom. I got headbands, and markers! YAY for being lame and buying little kid things that the store. I think I need a new coloring book to go with my new markers, what do you think?

Anyways, I am really happy and thats the most important thing. Hopefully I will stay this way for a while, even if things don't work out with Joe....
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