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I am in Spanish 2 Sixth period, We are in the computer lab and we have to research the Aztecs and the Mayas. I have like all my websites done and I don't want to write my paper, so I thought that I would write an entry in my journal.
This week has been pretty rough. I could have made it better, but I just didn't feel like being happy or being in a good mood. I have never really done that before, it was like I did't want to be happy, like I wanted to stay sad. So many good things happened last week that didn't make me any happier. I made Varsty tennis for the first time and I am super excited, rhnk that my friendships are super good right now because I know that they all care about me and will always be there for me no matter what. They understand what I went through last week and make everything seem just a little bit better.
This weekend at Nathan's surprise party, Josh was there, and it was so akward. I just sat on the couch and talked to my friends that I was around. I know that I was being anti-social and not walking around and talking to people I haven't seen in forever, but I was sad and didn't know what to do, so sorry if I was a jerkface and didn't talk to you. I think that things are getting better more and more each day because I don't think about it as much and I can actually smile every once in a while.
I had to stop for a while cause I just got in trouble for typing this. I officailly can't stand senora steel. Anyways, I talked to my LA teacher about it and he is like giving me all these pointers and was like you need to ignore him, and then flirt with other guys when he is around. I was like ok, your like the coolest teacher ever! I've never really had a teacher that I can talk to like that before. I enjoy Coach Hutcheson's class ver much!
Anyways, the point of this is I was bored and I am a lot happier this week and a little more optimistic about things. Oh and thanks for being there for me everyone! I love you lots!