Jun 27, 2005 14:56
So I realized that I am that girl that everyone will always remember as the nice sweet girl. I guess that is a good thing, but what about hey thats Jenny, the one that goes crazy late at night and likes making fun of people and is actually really funny when you talk to her. I wish that people knew me for who I really was. Sometimes I hate being nice one all the time. Why can't Tandy or Morgana be the nice ones and me be the bitch? ( not that they are bitches, but they know what I mean. ) They always talk about how no one knows the real me and that one night they were going to hide a video camera and tape everthing that I said just to show people what I was really like. That might be a little extreme, but it would work.
Its not that I am mean and talk bad about people all the time, but I do have an opinion on things, and lately it has been really hard to not speak up and chew people out. But I guess that I will always be the nice girl that never talks bad about people or ever calls them out, only to the people that really know me will know me like that. It is unfortunate, but something that has been on my mind. Maybe things will change after a while, but definatley not now
That was pretty pointless and I'm sure you didn't really want to read it, but I dunno.
The other night I was at Taco Mac with Tandy and Morgana and two drunk guys came and sat with us. He told me that I was the good one and that they were trouble and that I had to watch our for them two. I guess that is was triggered everything that I have been thinking about. But anyways They think that I am going to Yale to become a math teacher and that Morgana is going to UGA. And They think that Tandy goes crazy all the time. They also tried to teach us a little bit on life and how we should go to college and enjoy school while we can. I love how drunk people lecture on life and are all knolegeable.
I have a job interview for great clips to be their new receptionist. I pretty much have the job. The lady just has to fricken call me. What a dummy