Fading Away
Man things just suck lately...like nothing seems appealing anymore, and the things that still do are quickly losing it. I hate this feeling, its like nothing is right, and i CANT be happy. Yeah sure i get those temporary like highs where im all chipper and shit, but seriously, lately its all been crappy, and then another thing, im seriously getting pissed off w/ all the fucking racist jokes, sometimes i just feel like i wanna beat their face in whenever i hear em, and the worst part is even if its one of my better friends. Sigh, ill just have to get used to the fact all people base things on looks, even if its the smallest thing looks still affect it...okay yeah, having vented some, i feel a little better, but its not like anyone reads this journal..lol. Uhh so right back in school it sorta sucks, but we had these comprehensive (or something like that) tests tuesday and wednesday i wasnt ecstaic about em, BUT they did get me outta chem so i wasnt like totally hating on em. Unfortuently back to chem tommorow, and then ive got 4 tennis matches in a row...whoop-dee-doo...dont get me wrong i love tennis, just 4 times in a row?..w/e..im done ranting...post more laterz