once your fucked ur fucked even more!
what happen to the old ben..... the one driving around fast .. gettin slurppes.....drivin on the freeway for no reson ...the one who talks on the fone for hours ...one who didnt lie and treat you like shit,...the one who wanted to hang out like everyday and didnt let it go away .. the one eating puddding in the car...the one who would eat like 50 ice cream sandwiches..the one who'd come up at my work and hang out ...the one who tells me i saould come visit him evey second.. the one that told me to never let go not to let bull shit get in the way...the one who loves driving arond for hours listin to music.. gointo the mall .. movies.. going to white castle then going to get an arbys pop ....the one who wanted to always see me no matter what...the one who would make eveything all better the one who was your frined for like 7 years.. the one who help you when your sad and try to make it better ..the one who didnt let his freinds step all over him and use him,
not the ben that gets high and drunk eveyday ..or forgets to call.. or come over. or just stop talkin to you period..the one who left me hanging and made me feel like shit ...the one who dose other things..the one who would not freak out when you didnt even do anything .... to ditch me...fucked me over treated me like crap.. didnt step on you or break ur heart and then go out with someone right after.. the come back and then go back to her and im tired of getting fucked over
i really do this its over this time......and it kills me because the thought of you is like a bullet to my heart
my lifes benn sweet i lost like 20 pounds so far and i want to lose more cheerleading is kool my friends are werid and treat me like crap and peoble use me i miss marcxhing band .. at work theres this hot kid named allen and i bout to date him hes so fine .. he 18 and has a nice car..and he realy sweet i hope this works out but im realyshy and i dont thinkim gonna tell him....
<3angela <3thoughts<3fucked up bitch<3later
not the ben that gets high and drunk eveyday ..or forgets to call.. or come over. or just stop talkin to you period..the one who left me hanging and made me feel like shit ...the one who dose other things..the one who would not freak out when you didnt even do anything .... to ditch me...fucked me over treated me like crap.. didnt step on you or break ur heart and then go out with someone right after.. the come back and then go back to her and im tired of getting fucked over
i really do this its over this time......and it kills me because the thought of you is like a bullet to my heart
my lifes benn sweet i lost like 20 pounds so far and i want to lose more cheerleading is kool my friends are werid and treat me like crap and peoble use me i miss marcxhing band .. at work theres this hot kid named allen and i bout to date him hes so fine .. he 18 and has a nice car..and he realy sweet i hope this works out but im realyshy and i dont thinkim gonna tell him....
<3angela <3thoughts<3fucked up bitch<3later