Monday Monday!
Wow...I'm glad I got out of that town while I had the chance. So many hangups, plus, how could I possibly deal with having to see my best friends wither away off to school...while I sat and waited? Not me, nope, I'm glad I was one of the firsts, now I can return with pure thoughts and bittersweet premonitions, ready to greet my friends, and rejoin our vast circle once again.
I miss the bog spot! I miss basketball at the elementary school! I miss lunch times! I miss 4:20 in the gorge! And I miss smoking in Black Zach's room! Fuck Fuck Fuck.
Cellular communication is so plastic and it bothers me. I hate talking to people long distance, and I hate trying to explain things that should only be experienced in person. Over the past few days I have called Jerry and Emma which was really weird for me. I miss them a lot and it's weird not seeing them now after seeing them every damn day for the last four great years! The surprise in their voice is almost worth it, but it's nowhere close, really. Then Lorne called me today, and his birthday is Wednesday! We talked for a good half hour and I can't believe I'm missing a Stroup's Birthday! They threw me one after I had to work at "El Gringo" on my birthday and I can't be there for Lorne's birthday now? This is truly bothersome to me. These fuckers are family, and now I miss all my friends a ton. I'm gonna get him and Jerry great presents for their b-days...something they won't expect. Damn, I was there for Tim's AND Betty's too I'm pretty sure...
Two of my other good high school friends (Lough and Cassi) came up to visit today. It was only for a couple of hours, but they got to look at our pictures, meet my friends, meet the friends of those friends, smoke a bowl, and just chat and make each other laugh hysterically. Memories are a great thing. OMG I can't believe they came, it made me so happy. Lough called me and asked me what I was "doing in an hour?" I couldn't believe it when they showed. Sometimes I listen to my old voicemails just so I can feel like my old friends are talking to me haha. It's hella stupid, but I don't have any Stevenson kids here, and it makes me feel better, so I don't really care.
In my neuroscience class today there was a lecture about dreams and the physiology of sleep. If any of you know me, you would know that this is my topic. Like MY topic. I stayed after to discuss lucid dreaming, REM, and the effects of drugs and alcohol on the brain. I have to write a page synopsis for three lectures in this class (weak I know), but I started after class (while chatting with Caylen George over Messenger), and finished after my history class (Gen111). My emailed paper was then sent to one Sandi Brabb, and now I only have two left. One of which, [(Topic): Sex and its effect on the brain] I am signed up to ask questions for (this won't be a problem). Definitely looking forward for that one. [Note to self: start practicing lucid dreaming again).
Also!!! Saw Spirited Away for the first time... wow...just wow. Damn big Grandma head though
Damn, I wrote a lot...
Damn paper due tomorrow...decent size too.
Serves me right for waiting so long...ha!
~S
I miss the bog spot! I miss basketball at the elementary school! I miss lunch times! I miss 4:20 in the gorge! And I miss smoking in Black Zach's room! Fuck Fuck Fuck.
Cellular communication is so plastic and it bothers me. I hate talking to people long distance, and I hate trying to explain things that should only be experienced in person. Over the past few days I have called Jerry and Emma which was really weird for me. I miss them a lot and it's weird not seeing them now after seeing them every damn day for the last four great years! The surprise in their voice is almost worth it, but it's nowhere close, really. Then Lorne called me today, and his birthday is Wednesday! We talked for a good half hour and I can't believe I'm missing a Stroup's Birthday! They threw me one after I had to work at "El Gringo" on my birthday and I can't be there for Lorne's birthday now? This is truly bothersome to me. These fuckers are family, and now I miss all my friends a ton. I'm gonna get him and Jerry great presents for their b-days...something they won't expect. Damn, I was there for Tim's AND Betty's too I'm pretty sure...
Two of my other good high school friends (Lough and Cassi) came up to visit today. It was only for a couple of hours, but they got to look at our pictures, meet my friends, meet the friends of those friends, smoke a bowl, and just chat and make each other laugh hysterically. Memories are a great thing. OMG I can't believe they came, it made me so happy. Lough called me and asked me what I was "doing in an hour?" I couldn't believe it when they showed. Sometimes I listen to my old voicemails just so I can feel like my old friends are talking to me haha. It's hella stupid, but I don't have any Stevenson kids here, and it makes me feel better, so I don't really care.
In my neuroscience class today there was a lecture about dreams and the physiology of sleep. If any of you know me, you would know that this is my topic. Like MY topic. I stayed after to discuss lucid dreaming, REM, and the effects of drugs and alcohol on the brain. I have to write a page synopsis for three lectures in this class (weak I know), but I started after class (while chatting with Caylen George over Messenger), and finished after my history class (Gen111). My emailed paper was then sent to one Sandi Brabb, and now I only have two left. One of which, [(Topic): Sex and its effect on the brain] I am signed up to ask questions for (this won't be a problem). Definitely looking forward for that one. [Note to self: start practicing lucid dreaming again).
Also!!! Saw Spirited Away for the first time... wow...just wow. Damn big Grandma head though
Damn, I wrote a lot...
Damn paper due tomorrow...decent size too.
Serves me right for waiting so long...ha!
~S