#125 [voice]
Lilith gave me a real scare last night. For a moment, I thought she was really dead. Aion looked so much like how he did in Pandaemonium, too...it sent a chill up my spine. He was acting as if it was so normal. With him...it's almost as if death doesn't register as much in his mind. There's only one time I've seen him apparently upset about someone's death.
It's frustrating. I want to talk to him, but I feel like I'll never be able to reach him. I don't know how to get back the boy I knew as a kid. Maybe it's impossible. But I hate admitting that. I don't want what happened in my timeline to happen for him. If I can change it...I'd give anything for that.
But I can't tell Rosette that. I'm worried she'd be upset. She has every reason to hate him. I don't blame her at all. I hate the things he's done, too. But if I can find another way to change the world, one that we can both agree on, wouldn't that be for the best? If we can stop the destruction in New York from happening, if we can change the world without destroying it...that's my dream.
Damn it, I miss being able to lie. And now it's going to post this up, right?
((OOC: "I Cannot Tell A Lie". Ever had a burning question you wanted Chrono to answer truthfully? Now's the time.))
It's frustrating. I want to talk to him, but I feel like I'll never be able to reach him. I don't know how to get back the boy I knew as a kid. Maybe it's impossible. But I hate admitting that. I don't want what happened in my timeline to happen for him. If I can change it...I'd give anything for that.
But I can't tell Rosette that. I'm worried she'd be upset. She has every reason to hate him. I don't blame her at all. I hate the things he's done, too. But if I can find another way to change the world, one that we can both agree on, wouldn't that be for the best? If we can stop the destruction in New York from happening, if we can change the world without destroying it...that's my dream.
Damn it, I miss being able to lie. And now it's going to post this up, right?
((OOC: "I Cannot Tell A Lie". Ever had a burning question you wanted Chrono to answer truthfully? Now's the time.))