#118 [Filtered from Aion//weak]

[tenmorehours]

Okay, are there people on the Network that aren't completely out of their mind right now? I need some help with some problem solving. I have one of those curses that makes you say whatever's on your mind, and I can't get it to stop. It's hard even tearing myself away from the computer or putting up filters! And, I mean, a curse like this is always

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[tenmorehours]

That's, uh, normally how I go about things, too, but I can't stop talking unless I stop thinking, and I don't think I could stop thinking even if I was distracted like that.

[tenmorehours]

I think that's what I'm going to suggest. Unless this curse allows me to have a gag on. I wouldn't put it past whoever creates the curses to somehow prevent that.

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[brainsnotfists]

Okay, and I thought I was being mean to him. LOL!

[tenmorehours]

...Honestly, I don't know. We haven't talked about that sort of thing much because the only time I slept with her was her first, and then I got shot by her brother the morning after. And then she left the City and came back and I've been too embarrassed to ask about anything having to do with sex because I had no idea what her feelings about it were anymore.

[tenmorehours]

It was two years for her, and back home I...left, for some reason. I had no idea how everything she went through while she was gone from here would've changed her opinion on things. I didn't want to push her...I'm lucky enough that she even gives me the time of day, I don't ever want it to seem like I wouldn't care about her feelings.

[tenmorehours]

Yeah, I know you're right. I'll probably end up asking her tonight just because I can't keep anything to myself no matter how shy I am about it.

[tenmorehours]

Yeah. There's at least an upside to being cursed like this.

[tenmorehours]

Hm. That's a good way to look at the world. Maybe I should try to keep that in mind.