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I'm still not happy about it. I know Mary thinks that was the only way to stop Pandaemonium, but...there had to be something I could've done! And I have enough to trade that I could've gotten Rosette's life back without anyone dying...
But I hesitated. Again. And now Mary's dead, and Azmaria...
I know I promised not to put myself down, so...I won't. Not even here. But I need to learn not to hesitate. So what am I hesitating on? The bakery, and Rosette and I getting married for real, right? I'm going to start pushing forward on both, then. I'll build us a life here.
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[Filtered from Known Enemies]
I'm going to be in Xanadu today. Just leave a message here on my journal if you need me. ...That's another thing I need to do, get a phone and figure out the voice mail thing.
Mary, are you ready to go?
[Private to Rosette//Unhackable]
There's something I need to ask you, when you have a moment.
((OOC: I've got class today, so I'll be leaving in 45 minutes or so, but I'll be back around 5pm EST.))
I'm still not happy about it. I know Mary thinks that was the only way to stop Pandaemonium, but...there had to be something I could've done! And I have enough to trade that I could've gotten Rosette's life back without anyone dying...
But I hesitated. Again. And now Mary's dead, and Azmaria...
I know I promised not to put myself down, so...I won't. Not even here. But I need to learn not to hesitate. So what am I hesitating on? The bakery, and Rosette and I getting married for real, right? I'm going to start pushing forward on both, then. I'll build us a life here.
[/private]
[Filtered from Known Enemies]
I'm going to be in Xanadu today. Just leave a message here on my journal if you need me. ...That's another thing I need to do, get a phone and figure out the voice mail thing.
Mary, are you ready to go?
[Private to Rosette//Unhackable]
There's something I need to ask you, when you have a moment.
((OOC: I've got class today, so I'll be leaving in 45 minutes or so, but I'll be back around 5pm EST.))