#054 [unfiltered, typed]

Nov 14, 2008 14:28

I'm tired of playing this game. I'm tired of being the sweet little boy, the sappy sweet lover, the harmless friend.

This is not our purpose and he knows it. What happened to the demon that slaughtered a hundred of his brothers? I crave the taste of blood on my lips, the slick feeling against my claws as I tear through flesh! We are a sword! A ( Read more... )

revenge, shadows of the past, left my normal in san francisco, demon awakened, !curse day, aion, need: anger management, !affected, destroyer..., shadowplay, blood lust

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holymadonna November 14 2008, 22:10:31 UTC
You are who you want to be, Chrono. You can change. Everybody has that chance or remain the same, dear.

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tenmorehours November 14 2008, 22:16:49 UTC
I don't know. I keep trying, but no matter what I do...

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holymadonna November 14 2008, 22:20:47 UTC
No matter what you do... won't change what you are? No, genetics and the way we come to this world can't be changed. Our pasts can't be modified. But our present and our futures are ours to live and build.

Cain... Cain used to say that no matter in what conditions a person is born into the world, they have the power to decide how to live and kind of world they wish to build. What future do you want, Chrono? How do you want to live presently?

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tenmorehours November 14 2008, 22:22:59 UTC
...I don't want to hurt anyone. I just want to protect Rosette.

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holymadonna November 14 2008, 22:26:00 UTC
"Have faith" -- he used to say that a lot. Have faith in yourself, in Rosette and this world. Have faith in the life you want to have and the future you wish to build.

You have your answer. The shadow is just a shadow of who you were and who you could be.

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Take note he sees you're talking to Chrno. jiyuna_togabito November 14 2008, 22:44:50 UTC
......

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She reminds HIM HE were the one with the idea to come together holymadonna November 14 2008, 22:59:28 UTC
Don't you give me that face. Not after the amusement park experience.

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tenmorehours November 14 2008, 23:13:06 UTC
...Just a shadow...yeah...This isn't me. Mary said I didn't want to hurt anyone...

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holymadonna November 14 2008, 23:14:18 UTC
Don't hurt him, please.

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tenmorehours November 14 2008, 23:27:13 UTC
Aion...? I might not have a choice.

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holymadonna November 14 2008, 23:53:29 UTC
What if you have a choice?

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tenmorehours November 14 2008, 23:56:39 UTC
I don't know...every time I run, he chases after me.

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holymadonna November 14 2008, 23:59:15 UTC
I see, dear. That day... your friendship seemed so genuine. Maybe I jumped into conclusions when was the curse doing.

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Maybe you need to stop running and confront him. This doesn't mean it would lead to violence.

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[private] tenmorehours November 15 2008, 00:03:37 UTC
It was ...It used to be...

It'd have to. It's....I can't...I can't forgive him for what he's done. So many people are never coming back...

I never wanted things to be like this. I just wanted to find another way...

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[private] holymadonna November 15 2008, 00:10:59 UTC
Maybe... Maybe he'll find another way, just like you did, Chrono. I have faith in you and I have faith in him.

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[private] tenmorehours November 15 2008, 00:14:52 UTC
No...he's had fifty years, and he's even more set in his ways. I don't have any more faith to give him.

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